Nope. My life is actually worse. Well not life, but my mental health is. There for I have been off so much in the blog but im working hard on returning to myself. To be the happy, bubbly, smiling, laughing Emma again.
Have you ever performed on stage or given a speech?
I have a super hard time standing in front of people, talking or singing, but I have actually done both. Not standing talking in front of a huge crowd but singing. Oh lord. That was terrifying.
I grew up singing in choir and we had “concerts” a lot so I have actually been singing head lead or what it calls. I have been singing solo.
Fun fact In high-school I studied music (due to I loved singing) and all my teachers said if i stopped smoking (yes I have been smoking for years and years, I would become an opera singer. Dumb as I was kept going on smoking and now I sound like a.. I dont know. it ain’t beautiful. I can not take those super high notes anymore which actually makes me super sad. I regret smoking.
So yeah, I have preformed . Both music, theater and speeches
It depends on the situation but mostly yes. When it comes to my son – always! When it comes to myself – depends .
Such a weird thought, though. Never something I think about, but when it comes to children—always, no matter what age. Mama instinct comes out as well. At least for me.
If I get a feeling something is off/wrong/don’t do it, I stop them or whatever. Me? Well, let me just say, I don’t wait for a green light.
What’s the first impression you want to give people?
Well, honestly, I just want people to stop thinking I am a b*tch by my looks. I want to show that I’m a kind person, caring and friendly. Yet people say to me that once they got to know me, they saw that I’m not a b*tch, but it was their first impression, and I don’t like that.
I also don’t want people to think I am rude and annoying. Judgemental etc.
What’s the biggest risk you’d like to take — but haven’t been able to?
I have a lot on my bucket list to do. Skydiving and Bungee jumping (or how it spells).
I have always wanted to do it. Always had on my wish list. “Before I turn 30, I will do it!” didn’t do it. “I AM GOING TO DO IT BEFORE I TURN 35!” Did I do it? no 😫 No one wants to do it with me, and I’m terrified to do it alone.
Plus, going bungee jumping could break my neck and make me paralyzed. I have whiplash, and my mom said “NEVER DO THAT!” to a lot of things I want to do, so she scared me as well. Probably was her plan, and I guess it worked. She said more than “never do that,” but there’s no need to write that out.
What else? I can only think of these two for now. How about you?
Honestly, I have so many i would like to be associated with but the number one brand I’ve always wanted to work with / work for / associated with is actually National Geographic. As a photographer, travel the world, document and capture hidden truth behind everything and everywhere.
To have an opportunity to tell each side their stories, to tell and inspire people.
I know it sounds like an unaccomplishment, or whatever to say, but it has been a lifelong dream for me since I was 14, when I started with photography, but also before that, when looking at their documentaries and magazines at hospitals, home, etc. I have been fantasizing myself as a photographer in Kenya or somewhere else in Africa, taking stunning pictures of animals, visit different villages and document from their perspective, etc. Show the world how their lives are through their eyes, show golden moments, smiles, but overall the reality.
This is not only ofcourse for Africa, its for all over the world.
I know i dream big and always have but thata how iam. A big dreamer but having tons of questions with no answers how to achieve those dreams. No matter how much I try and no matter how much I try to come up with solutions to achieve them.
Wow I am really repeating words. But hopefully you all understand what i meant with this post and I apologize for horrible grammar and spelling.
To answer the daily prompt in short; National Geographic as a photographer.
Downside; I’m just an amateur photographer. Not a professional nor been published anywhere which is a requirement
It actually started as a place for me to write my thoughts, write the demons in my head, etc., but I decided to not do that and just focus on positivity, even though it gets some negativity posted as well.
Also, I like to share my daily life and lifestyle. In the lifestyle I have all different kinds of posts. Everything from daily life to makeup and school. Weight loss journey, etc. But also step-by-step tutorials, cooking/baking recipes, etc. 🙌🏻
I love to blog and I love to share.
I hope you all are okey with this kind of mixed blog 😅 but also comment what you would like to see in my blog. I am all open for ideas and suggestions
If you won two free plane tickets, where would you go?
How funny this question pops up when I just got back to Sweden 🙌🏻
okey, two plane tickets. Hm that is actually a really hard one but due to the fact that Mykanos and Santorini is in the same country, I will use one ticket there. And the second plane ticket? hm. Bali, Vietnam or a safari in Botswana or Kenya. That would be amazing. See elephants in their natural habitat. Yes I love elephants 🐘 Have been since I was very very young.