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Stalker, meetings, and leftover pizza

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Hello everyone! I hope you all are doing good! I’m currently in bed for the night, but I wanted to pop in here and say hello!

Today has been pretty hectic due to meetings at hospital, monthly grocery shopping within a time limit which was very stressful, repack food before putting in freeze box,  study etc. it has been crazy today so now I’m finally in bed.

Today’s quick dinner while study; left over pizza. Yesh not healthy but it was something over from last night when M and son ate pizza (I always take chicken salad). *snapchat & filter*

Every class we get homework todo til next class and with my history of math etc, I struggle really hard.

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Confession time; I am dead scared of going in school now and alone in town. Why? Because I have a massive stalker who goes to same school as me.

Back story; I’ve met this man three times. Once at a busstop, once in school and now the third time in town when I was in town with my bestfriend. He snook up behind me and said “Hi Emma!” and I always answer when people talk to me so I said Hi back. After that, it went down hill. E even tried to help me get away from this man and after a while which felt like years he left so we could walk away. I was crying, very uncomfortable,  scared etc. This man has said he was COMING home to me, tried to kiss me, hug me, he touched me etc. More happened but this whole situation trigger me even when thinking of it (I’m shaking rn).

So my school situation right now is that my teacher know (I texted him the same night it happened, he called and we spoke), the boss over the principal knows and has spoken with all teachers so they all are keeping eyes on me. Which feels very wrong to be honest but I really appreciate it. Yet I am dead scared of going to school  I even have classmates who ends the classes early to walk with me to the busstop. that’s crazy!

Long story short; I have school five days a week and I really don’t wanna go but still go.

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I hope you all have an amazing day and remember this; you are fantastic and amazing. Never let anyone else tell you something else. Always.. always be true to yourself.

Current situation & photowalks in nature.

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Goodmorning pumpkins! I hope you all are doing good this lovely Thursday 🙌🏻

im currently in thr bath, writing this. It’s freaking cold here in Sweden and due to my diabetes,  my feelings in feets/toes aren’t the best so before I can put on my warm wool socks I need to warm them up.

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Plans for today? Well I went to the Healthcare clinic two days ago, met with a doctor who said I have no virus so I’m not in risk to get anyone else sick.. so I guess im going to school. WITH CAUTION OFCOURSE! Before school im gonna go buy more supplies of mouth mask/ facemasks. It’s starting to go low at home. And I’ll also sit in the way way back in the class.

What else? Well i got one of my packages with camera equipment! Woho. My tripod, few filters and also the hand holder (instead of the big to hang around your neck) but unfortunately that hand/wrist holder was bad because I tried it while sitting at the table and it “broke” so luckily the camera was mounted on to the screws.

I had a photowalk yesterday while the sun was out. Unfortunately it was harsh sunlight and i do not like that. But I managed to fix some pictures though.

not the best quality online though. I’ll upload more on my Instagram and Facebook page. Through my eyes and camera.

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Photography for me is my kind of relaxation.  Unfortunately I went through some things the other day that made me decide to not take pictures in town and around buildings. I will tell you guys more about that later. It was a sad decision for me but I am still scared and haven’t been able to shake off what happened.

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Six deep and powerful quotes I think you will like

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Four deep and powerful quotes I think you will like

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deep motivational and inspirational quotes for you and me.

A powerful quote I think you will like

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Goodmorning every beautiful soul 💛  I hope you all are feeling good. Relaxed. Happy and just positive! It’s Sunday! Which means resting day. Well not for me but hopefully for all of you!

I just wanted to pop in on this sunrise morning in Sweden (7.30am) and tell you all that

You are fantastic! You are strong, powerful and can do what ever you set your mind to! You are beautiful. You are amazing!

Never forget that!

Super excited to tell you what the niche is

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I saw a question that made me think really hard.. Why you chose your blogging niche? well to be honest, I have been blogging for many years, different blogs, different names etc and  I have been all over. Blog chaos, no red thread to follow etc. Which I might struggle with on this blog as well (atleast I struggle with my bad grammar – I’m sorry!) but why did I really picked my niche?

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well to be honest lifestyle suits me best because I wanna have a place where I can share my experience, news (good and bad) and have just a place to write on. Lifestyle for me is huge in the category but the best part you do not need one special niche. I love photography but I also love beauty and skincare and having lifestyle as a niche I will be able to post that instead of just focusing on ONE TOPIC. Now I will not have many topics in this blog. Maybe 4 or 5. lifestyle ~ (and daily life) photography, parenting (autism), beauty/skincare, mental health and inspirational posts.

For me important subjects are important to share  such as raising awareness about mental health, bullying and autism . How to help, work and go through it. In today’s society it’s (at least where I live) a taboo to talk about these things and I have been through shit tons of things so I know a lot.

Photography ~ share photographs I’ve taken, share info and try keep my spirit up for photography (as you might have notice I always have at lease one photo on each post. taken by me or borrowed) . Share for my adventures, fun moments etc.

Parenting ~ As you know, I’m a mother to a boy named E who has a severe case of Autism. Autism level 3 and is non verbal. // I will share his progress, development and steps forward to the future. Not to seek attention or what so ever but to just remember the moments.

Beauty / Skincare ~ my Instagram has a lot of posts of beauty & skincare but in here I will just include some looks when I wear, information etc. Updates on beauty / skincare part will be on instagram, just like some lifestyle (will update LS on here)

Inspirational posts ~ Everyone need to motivation and inspiration in their life and iam here to share both quotes etc I have written myself and those I found online.

so now you all know why I picked my blogging niche(sorta know. it’s hard to explain). What is your blog niche?

September, full off color change, fresh air and new mindset

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September.. such a beautiful month. Colors are changing on trees, flowers and trees who’s getting ready to go to sleep to be able to bloom in the spring again. Rainy days, cold air and cozy moments are here. Candles, open fires, leaves falling, cold and chill winds. Seeing all the changes of colors. From green to yellow, red, orange and brown. Hearing the crispy sound under your feets when walking on leaves. Oh so magical . Fall is my favorite season and iam so excited that it’s finally here.

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Just like a flower and a tree in fall who’s about to get ready to go to sleep so they can bloom on the spring and share their beauty to us again.

It’s something I have been starting to think about alot lately (it popped up in my head when I was in school once).

I think that way for myself. I have days where I feel bad, down in mood, feeling a bit down / depressed but later in life I bloom up to be myself again. It’s normal for every person to have moments where they feel sad, down or even depressed. But if you think you are like a flower, you can always make yourself bloom again and be a better version. That’s what I’m focusing on right now.

Mental health is kinda taboo where I live but I think it is important to talk about it. So yeah, I hope you don’t mind posts like this, or post where I talk about my mental health I’m struggling with right now.

that might sound weird and like I have written before, my english aren’t so good and I apologize if I confuse you with this text. I just wanted to share something I’ve been thinking of lately.

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I can’t wait to see all the beautiful color changes. To just take all the colors and air in. Fresh air. To wear my legwarmers and my knitted socks my mom made me before she passed away. oh iam so happy right now.

One powerful, strong and inspirational quote I think you will like

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I apologize | weekend plans | powerful quote

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Hello, good evening or goodmorning – depending where in the world you are ☺️ for me it’s soon night so goodnight from me.

it’s finally weekend and that means, quality time with my son (no school etc). Fun! But also deep cleaning of the home is doing. I do deep cleaning about once a weekend or every other weekend. Depending how it looks like. Also home spa night on Sunday ~ I’m thinking of dyeing my hair but I’m not sure yet.

deep cleaning for me is actually what it sound like.. cleaning of everything, vaccuum the beds, air blankets, pillows, wash windows etc. Husband is working. Hard? yup but hey, I’m a SAHM (apparently. lol) and I try to teach my son how to clean, do laundry and the every day daily life. He has autism and I don’t really know how to teach him things like in school but luckily I can teach him daily life stuff, words etc (my son is non verbal so we practice a lot on pronouncing words etc)

This week has been very low on workout activity for me. Reason? I felt ill ~ like I was about to get sick. But it didn’t break out so hopefully it was just a feeling so I can go back to the gym next week. New month, new goals, new chapter. Let’s go!

Well im off to bed. I apologize for a weird post this time. I hope you all have a beautiful day/evening/night.

Goodnight ♡

Work hard and you will see amazing results

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the quote on my headline is one motivational quote I use to think off when my mentally health is low. Check out this post for 6 inspirational and motivational quotes I think you will like

look at the cloud on the right picture. It looks like a crocodile but my friend say it looks like a hippo 👀

For the third day in a row I actually went to the gym. That is insane. Never ever did I ever think of going to the gym three days in a row. I could do maybe twice a week last year but now I’m going a lot while E is in school and my school haven’t started.

I’m actually very surprised and out of words how I have managed with my bad mental health managed to get myself at the gym. That’s crazy! I just checked my workout app and I had 7 visits for the whole 2023 before my husband paused my membership and only this month I have been to the gym 10 times. Now that’s massive step for me.

Hopefully this will continue (maybe not this often like 3 days in a row) and I can see results. I hope and pray that this time my body will slim down in same speed as my brain. two years ago I lost 40kg on 3 months because I walked and walked and walked and walked. I was a maniac on walks. but my head didn’t follow the progress so I gained a lot when my mental health began.

Today’s workout is simple ☆☆☆ walk to the gym & to bus; 30 minutes ● Treadmill; 60 minutes (pace; 4. I lowered because of my knee and to see if the headache will be more mild after the workout – googled it last night)

after the work out on treadmill today I decided to go home (after having my friend J telling me off because I had a headache) to rest. I wanted to stay longer but I must listen to my body.

But why do I always get a massive headache / migraine every time I have been working out? it’s kinda annoying but hopefully it will calm down soo . I googled yesterday but that was a mistake.

no im not bragging or anything. I’m just sharing my one step forward in life.