Getting up in a few hours. I am tired, but I cannot sleep. I honestly hate when I have these kinds of nights. I am super tired in my head and want to sleep, but my body isn’t. I listen to my playlists as always, every night, but no. Nothing works.

Heavy rain, thunder, and smatter on the windows sound on my playlist. 8 hours each “song,” but nothing. So now I changed to regular music to see if I can fall asleep. Yes, regular music makes me fall asleep as well.

Right now, one of my mom’s favorite songs is playing. This song gives me mixed feelings. Both sadness and also happiness. We used to sing this song out loud while I was “dancing” around. Nick Borgen: We are all the winners.

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The alarm goes off in 4 hours, and I guess it will be an all-nighter. When I can’t sleep, I stay awake all night, but how it will go in school, we’ll see. It wouldn’t be my first time, though, doing an all-nighter and going to school the next day.

Oh well, the bag is packed, so I only need to get ready, and we’ll see if I manage to get some energy to put some makeup on so I don’t look like a dead zombie… at least not more than I already do. Haha!

Goodnight, my beautiful people 🩷