Three times and now I throw in the towel.

I can never catch a break. I cannot have one day stress-free. Tonight took the cake, though. I throw the white towel in the ring now. I need a vacation—a long vacation!

This is exactly how I feel now. Tired and irritated.

I started to write this post last night but never finished it due to what happened.

At 3pm I was going to start with dinner, and it happened. When I turned on the oven, all electricity went off in the apartment. Strange, I thought, and turned the oven off again. I don’t know why I did that, though. I went to the power box and checked. I remembered what the landlord told me to do when it happens, so I did. Wooh! The power came back! 

So I turned the oven on again, and lightning came from the stove, and the power went off again. Like, excuse me, LIGHTNING FLASHED FROM THE STOVE! That has never happened before! So automatically I screamed out loud! Panicked!

Called the landlord instantly and explained what happened. He told me what to do (the same thing as I did before). but it all ended up that he called a dude.

He came, checked, and went to the basement and changed power plugs. 2 were dead. He changed them, came back to us and explained. Everything worked – the lamps, powers etc. So we thanked him and he left.

It all worked until… yes you guessed it! The oven killed it again!

I turned on the oven again (at this time the clock was 3.50pm) to start with dinner and POFF ! The electricity died again.

So I called again, and he came back. This time we unplugged stuff (stove, internet, etc.). He went down back to the basement, this time an other 2 plugs has died. He fixed it and everything was fine.

UNTIL… it happened for a third time, but this time we were sitting at the table, eating pizza (due to us not being able to use the stove, we had to buy pizza), and it said “poff” again. Surprised as we all were, I made the third call. One more plug had died. At this time, we all were irritated.I asked if we should turn the switches off in the power box for the stove and unplug the stove from the wall, which we did. Now we prayed for this to stop!

So far, the electricity is working. Nothing else has happened, so the conclusion is that the wall outlet is fcked (yes I know i wrote the F word) so we have no change to make lunch or dinner for the weekend. So now we have to go use the neighbors.

So now you know why I was so mad and irritated. The landlord will call for a real electrician on Monday, and they don’t have a spare stove for us. So we must use the neighbor’s stove for probably a week. God. So now I’m planning to do some big cooking to keep the fridge or freezer for us to heat up. Luckily, the microwave works, but oh god.

We never put the plug back into the wall for the stove .

I hope that this situation will pass and let us keep having the electricity. 

So long story short, the electricity died 3 times. 5 plugs had died. We have no stove, so we can’t cook breakfast, lunch, or dinner. Probably for a week. We have to use the neighbors’ stove/oven.

New education and truth to be told, It’s really scary

Hello my loves! today has been a hectic day on the blog and real life. It just occurred to me that I start in school in 1O days! What!?

This time I am actually super nervous and scared. Just like when I did my nurse assistant education. This education is at the same school that I hate and where I did the N A E. My former high-school. I have so many bad bad memories from there.

I’m nervous due to new class, new teachers and my size in a school with 3K kids. Yes iam preparing mentally for bullying   I just have to get used to it. Hard, yes but I must.

School supplies I need to buy; There is alot! Notebooks, pencils, rubbers, books, etc. Ohmy. Books is ordered for this semester though. But not for the other two but one step at the time.

I have totally forgotten what is needed when studying! Except when I did math, but now iam going back to a big school . Which bag? backpack? hand bag? shoulder bag? Style? dye my hair before that? makeup? Entry access card?

So much to think off! For fun I checked on Shein (no im not ordering there, just browsing to get ideas of what I need to buy) and I found a cute pencil case, bags etc but we all know how Shein is. I used to love them but not now after truth has come out.

What education am I doing this time? This time I am not gonna study so my grades gets better. I’m actually gonna study so I take one step closer to the education preschool teacher. I dont really know how to translate the education from Swedish to english other then I use google translator and that translation sounded so weird.. but (according to Google translator) Childcare training with focus on disabilities. .. sounds so weird. On swedish it’s Barnskötare med specialisering funktionsnedsättning

When I’m done with this education I can work in preschool with special need kids. Student assistant to someone who needs extra help etc. I am so excited about that part.

How did I come up with this idea to become this? Well, I love teaching stuff. I hate standing infront of a whole class though but teaching one on one is no problem. Also I get a chance to learn more about my son’s diagnosis, what to do, how to communicate etc. So its a winwin for me.

Why the career change? honestly, the N.A.E was a promise to my mother before she passed. I have always struggled with what I actually wanted to work with in life. Even though I love taking care of elderly people, I have seen so much that has made me change my mind. It has given me some sort of trauma (not the elderly but the staff and no matter how much you tell the boss, nothing happens) so I decided to stop work at the hospital, senior homes etc.

With this, I can actually help and teach children. Be their helping hand on the same time as I get to learn more professionally about diagnoses etc.

Excited, nervous, terrified and happy. Mixed feelings about this but I think its because the education is held at my former high school.

Hopefully these feelings and thoughts will pass as soon as I start in school and gotten to know the people.

A happy little boy who finally can..

.. ride his kickbike. The pure happiness when we told him that he now could ride on his kickbike because they have brushed the stones away.

We went to a location to let him roam freely on his kickbike ~ ofcourse we kept an eye on him. The laughter, the smiles, the focus and everything. Made my heart jump with joy.

His dad wanted to try the kickbike as well (middle picture) and first E let him but wooh, the speed he had to stop M (dad) from riding it. Lol! Hilarious!

We stopped by a store and bought ice cream as well.  It was a fun little family day for a while before M had to go to work for a second time that day.

ofcourse I blurry my son’s face due to privacy and respect for my son.

I can not wait to have many more family days like this in the future. I know now we gonna have soooo many when the spring is finally here and soon summer. We love going on car rides to see the nature, sit outside and have picnics etcetera. 

What is your favorite thing about Spring?