calms me down. Karl-Heinz , the cyclone from Poland is passing by right now. Heavy rain. Thunder and wet air.
I’m currently (i know my window isn’t fancy) in bed, enjoying and listening to the sound of rain when it hits the ground and roof. The big and heavy smatter against the metal roof and glass window. like music to my ears.
When it rains, I focus on the noise The white/Grey noise that happens when the rain falls. It calms me down. It makes me brain calm for a bit.
Even though i posted a story on Instagram with a video recording of the rain with text “Karl-Heinz, my dude. chill a little” I dont want it to calm down. I need this noise. Perfect moment it came.
I can go more deep in this post but i wrote enough deep stuff etc yesterday so no more of that now. Yes, I am keeping it real. I’m honestly and open with my struggles here. Maybe I can inspire someone or maybe I can help someone.
my window; i have started to throw away stuff and when I was in Norway, my sister took all my flowers to replant them and I still havent gotten them back. the Halloween decorations on the window is something my son put up two years ago. No I havent taken them down. They are some kind of slime. Nasty to touch.