Tag: preschool teacher

Stalker, meetings, and leftover pizza

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Hello everyone! I hope you all are doing good! I’m currently in bed for the night, but I wanted to pop in here and say hello!

Today has been pretty hectic due to meetings at hospital, monthly grocery shopping within a time limit which was very stressful, repack food before putting in freeze box,  study etc. it has been crazy today so now I’m finally in bed.

Today’s quick dinner while study; left over pizza. Yesh not healthy but it was something over from last night when M and son ate pizza (I always take chicken salad). *snapchat & filter*

Every class we get homework todo til next class and with my history of math etc, I struggle really hard.

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Confession time; I am dead scared of going in school now and alone in town. Why? Because I have a massive stalker who goes to same school as me.

Back story; I’ve met this man three times. Once at a busstop, once in school and now the third time in town when I was in town with my bestfriend. He snook up behind me and said “Hi Emma!” and I always answer when people talk to me so I said Hi back. After that, it went down hill. E even tried to help me get away from this man and after a while which felt like years he left so we could walk away. I was crying, very uncomfortable,  scared etc. This man has said he was COMING home to me, tried to kiss me, hug me, he touched me etc. More happened but this whole situation trigger me even when thinking of it (I’m shaking rn).

So my school situation right now is that my teacher know (I texted him the same night it happened, he called and we spoke), the boss over the principal knows and has spoken with all teachers so they all are keeping eyes on me. Which feels very wrong to be honest but I really appreciate it. Yet I am dead scared of going to school  I even have classmates who ends the classes early to walk with me to the busstop. that’s crazy!

Long story short; I have school five days a week and I really don’t wanna go but still go.

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I hope you all have an amazing day and remember this; you are fantastic and amazing. Never let anyone else tell you something else. Always.. always be true to yourself.

Goodmorning from the school bench

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Goodmorning every single beautiful soul! I hope you all are doing good!

today is all about school for me. Math. It will haunt me in my dreams ~ haha. But hey, one step closer to my next goal.

what are your plans for today? I actually wanted to go to the gym but unfortunately I can’t because of school and the fact that my hip is hurting and to be honest, I think I’m getting sick so facemask on in school. I’m not sick but i feel it’s something in my body that’s off  you know.. Åh, doesn’t matter.

I will blog more later

Enormous pressure in school. Questioning my future.

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teardrops from heaven.

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as much as this blog will have a lot of photographs I have been taking I also will be sharing about my life and days. Like today my day was not good in school. I did a big exam in math and failed.

Math has always been a subject I always hated. I never got any help in school when I was younger and now iam in a class where I get a lot of help and actually learn math. That’s crazy! Back to the test, I tried hard. I doodled my calculations,  I counted etc but yet I failed it. Luckily I can re-do it later. But it made the teach and I talk more about my past of school experiences etc. Let me just say that they were not good. We also spoke about my future, how the teacher will help me etc.

So after our talk, it got me thinking hard of my education. Iam already a nurse assistant but don’t wanna work on hospital etc anymore so I decided to study to become a preschool teacher. But here’s the problem, it’s in an other city and my husband has two jobs.. And we have E. So I must rethink my new carrier move. 

I love teaching. I taught my husband swedish (fluently)  both talking and writing on 6 months. I have easy to learn languages. I’ve learned sign language etc to communicate with my son when he can’t talk  (he is non verbal but actually learning to say some words). And that’s how my thoughts of becoming a preschool teacher started..  I teach the children same as I teach my son. but like I said ..the education are in an other city and requires 5 days a week at school.

so now iam confused and lost. Should I give up this as I gave up my dreams to become a photographer for national geographic magazine.. as I have given up a dream carrier as a translator on arabic and spanish for embassies and governments (no education here in Sweden for that). what will my next move be?

tomorrow it’s time for math again. 12h a week in school.. only math. lovely. but tomorrow I will try attacking algebra and I’m scared.

First day of school, painful | how it really went

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so my first day of school is done. Woho. Painful but I made it. Right now I’m studying math and for me that’s an massive headache (which I got when i was counting, drawing, calculation etc). So sitting in class with tons of students, loud talk when asking questions of explanation from teacher. Wow made my head go insane. Not even music helped me but I did it. I went there, did some math and went home.

I dislike math a lot but only have two more courses of this level of math and next is big big level of math that I have to do to be able to continue my studying to go from nurse assistant to preschool teacher. Big step.. no massive step actually.

Hopefully the math will go easier for me soon (it became easier for me last semester) because this math is hard. I try to count, try to understand my teacher but honestly, my brain has not returned from its vacation. But lets hope 😂🤞🏻

Anyway, how is your day going? my best friend asked me how school went and im sending her gifs with Ross from F.R.I.E.N.D.S when he say “I’m fine. I don’t know why it can out so loud and squeaky ” etc. No gym for me today. I’m actually gonna take a two days break (or maybe I go to the gym tomorrow. I don’t know) but one thing I do know is that I refuse school on my birthday 😅 a tradition for me since 5th grade.

much love ✨️