I hate it but on same time I like it

AI.. A curse but also a blessing. When people use AI to fake people, celebs and all that stuff, its scary. That makes me hating it a lot. But then there is moments when AI is good.

For me an example.. The other day I wanted to try to make an AI picture after Michaela (my friend) made pictures of me hugging my crush from Tokio Hotel. I wanted one with my mother. I asked Michaela if she could do one and she gladly did it! I LOVE THE PICTURE except it didn’t look like mom. I still have it saved and look at it a lot.

So that made me think, can I do one?  So I tried. After what felt like hours I managed to get the AI to make a picture that looks exactly like my mother. I cried. The happiness. The heartbreak. All feelings came at once.

My mom passed away 2019 and I never got a picture together with her because I hate my body, my size etc. But I really wanted one with her. So I tried super hard. Got frustrated. Got Irritated and mad that I didn’t know how to explain for AI how to make one with my mom but few sites later and boom, I got one.

Even though the picture doesn’t look like me, I love it.

That’s the only blessing part with AI, in my eyes. To make memories, make things like mouring easier. To be able to have a picture of yourself hugging someone you love. Someone you miss and everything. That is the only part with AI I like.

I will also try make one with my dad.

But when scammers,  creeps and disgusting etc people use AI to do disturbing pictures or videos..  That’s the part I HATE with AI.

What are your thoughts of AI?

One week of being absolutely sad and heartbroken

One week ago (at this time) I had to say goodbye to my beautiful little baby girl Toulula 🕊🤍

She was about to turn 13, and with her age after been at the vet, we found out the had a massive inflammation/  infection in her back and spine. Plus she had that uncureable thing called Forl in her mouth.

She had some painkillers on August 9th but it was discovered that she was allergic to them and during that weekend she became more ill so unfortunately we had to let her get her wings earlier than scheduled.  She was scheduled to get the wings next month (they didn’t have an appointment before that) but august 12th they took her in for an emergency put down. It was awful but she needed it.

Rest in Peace my beautiful baby girl 🕊🤍

2011.11.01 ~ 2024.08.12