“catch-up-with-my-life” post of what has happened lately. It has been chaotic, it has been insanely tiring and extremely stressful, plus exhausting

Hello my

beautiful darlings 🩷

I hope you all are good, and I want to apologize for having been so quiet lately. I still struggle with the extreme tiredness that I mentioned earlier, but I thought I would write a small post about what has happened in my life due to me being a lifestyle blogger, etc.

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Internship

It was super fun, super chill, and best of all—I had almost no migraine during that week. I got to meet a bunch of amazing kids (only kids in years 3 & 4). The kids in years 1 & 2 had internships that week, and we all clicked so well with each other. We clicked so well that I spoke to my supervisor about a feeling that I had that I had become more friends with the kids instead of being a student and an adult, so we agreed for me to back away a bit, so I did. It was a really sad moment, but I just had to. We still had a super sweet connection towards each other.

All the students didn’t want me to leave after that week, so they started to talk about having a protest 😂 just to keep me there, super sweet. They said I was the best intern they had, and that felt so good! God, I was so happy when they told me. So I asked my supervisor for contact information for the boss/principal of my internship, and I got it. So I have applied to become a student assistant there, so let’s hope! I really loved being there.

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Meeting with the principal

Well, chaos. You can read about it HERE

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Back to school…  for.. uhm..

Yeah, I went back to school. I was about to skip court due to me being so far behind in school, but I got permission to leave to go to the court. In total I was in school/class for 20 minutes before I had to leave—this was Monday. Tuesday I also went to school—almost the whole day. Last class we were doing group work, so I and the people decided to go home due to us having each topic to do research on. Mine is criminality and adapting back to society.

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Court days

full off lies & it makes me mad

I cannot talk about what the court trials were about (two different cases), but I can say that I am innocent, and so is the person that this trial is towards. All lies, etc. Even with bulletproof proofs.

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Library & studies

I went to the library on my day off to study and send assignments.  I managed to send in, like, 8 of 22 or something—so that was a success.  Also had a meeting there—which went well.

Due to my diet/weight loss journey, I decided to have a jar with carrots, a small container with yellow & red paprika, and a super tiny container with chips of parsnips.

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E is officially a big boy

E has had a bed that we rented from the hospital (for special needs children. If I find a picture, I will post it later), which is a safety bed for E when he was most active in sleep, and the other day, M and I decided it was time for E to have a big boy bed, so we went and bought it plus a headboard (next picture). 120x200cm bed. We also bought all new bedsheets and bed sets for our big boy.

We could have taken a plain one, but I wanted some texture on E’s headboard, so we went with this one. It was only €50 in price difference.

Total spent on the bed, sheets, set & headboard: €720, and the bed has a 15-year warranty, which is amazing!

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Day lunch date (cheat day)

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Applied for two jobs

That will hopefully give me the jobs so I can develop more as a student assistant, etc.

We’ll see what happens.  I’m crossing my fingers, though. 

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Weightloss journey

Well, honestly, it doesn’t go so well right now due to stress and mental health, but I’m still working on it but not as actively as I would. Gonna get back to it though. 

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Thesis in social work

My subject; Crime and reintegration into society with a focus on NPF.

Interview a criminal and make a thesis (is that the word?) of a minimum of 8 pages. Due: 2025.12.16. #feelingprettystressedout

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This was a short “catch-up-with-my-life” post. A lot more has happened, but not interesting stuff, and some stuff worth mentioning here. Let’s just hope that the new week is getting better and that I can at least have a decent ending to the year.