September’s last fashion & I’m being a nervous wreck

People are always starring at me but I don’t care. I have a unique style – a mix of alternative and goth but sometimes I switch it up with cute t-shirts. Today’s fashion was simple. As usual, my jeans vest and hoodie is on. It’s cold here in Sweden so now my other pair of wintersocks is out.

This is actually the only blog I ever share full body pictures of myself and it is a challenge from my comfort zone so be kind. Lol!

Dirty mirror at school and it’s okey.

Handbag from Guess (birthday present from husband) ● Shoes from Tommy Hilfiger ● Jeansvest from H&M ● Skirt & T-shirt from Shein ● Cardigan & Hoodie from New Yorker ● Wintersocks & pants from a swedish hardware store named Jula.

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Tomorrow I will be a nervous wreck because my son is going under anesthetic and I am so scared. Have you or know someone who has been under that? Please tell me because it is the first time ever for my son and for me. So I’m a wreck. Haha!

Wish me luck!

New week, new ideas and I am actually very happy about it

It’s monday and iam done with school for today! Finally! So right now iam sitting at the Espresso House (a café) and writing this post via the tab. I even bought a new keyboard so I can use it like a small little computer/laptop. It is so weird to write with a keyboard and not with my fingers which I usually do. Lol! One thing that’s pretty annoying is that the keyboards with each letters etc are so damn close and tight to each other. One more thing that is pretty annoying is that I have to edit the photos and upload them on the mediasection via my phone. I don’t know how using a tab actually work .. So i guess I am not that technical as I thought I was. LOL! It’s alright though.

Not the best picture but this is how I am sitting right now. Lol!

I can tell you guys that I’m getting tons of looks! Haha! Sitting on a café with a tab, portable keyboard and mouse. Even I laugh at myself but hey, it works!

Iam so sorry that I have been quiet for a few days. My son and I havent felt good and yesteday we went on a small carride with my husband after his work. We saw new locations and new beauty of the nature. It was amazing. Ofcourse I took photos of small locations but unfortunatly I was in the car when I took them. Oh well. I will post them later.

Just wanted to pop in here and say hello. I’m also gonna do some more math while I sit here before I have to go get my son.

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Reboot , searching like a maniac and kinda panic mode

reinstalling of the laptop, searching like a maniac after a good photo editing program so I don’t need to edit all my photos to the blog on my phone, and listening to a speed up version of baby shark… Sounds lovely eh?

Hello and soon good afternoon from Sweden! As you have read above I had to reinstall my laptop from scratch. It was so freaking slow and impossible to work on. It had some downloaded apps I could not for the love of god uninstall. It came up error messages all the time so … I decided it was time for a reboot or what to call it.. Luckily I transferred all my files before doing it so every photos etc is saved.

Now my question and wondering… Where can I find a good photoediting program ?

I tried one program and made this. Sadly it didn’t have options so I could blur or sharpen the areas I wanted. So I have uninstalled that program. I have also downloaded like 3 or 4 others but no they were not good. So if anyone is good on this kind of question, please help me.

oh no! I am so sorry

ohmyohmyohmy I have not forgotten about you all! no it has been a bit crazy backstage of the blog but now it’s the weekend and I can finally relax a bit!

How are you all? My beautiful butterflies 🦋  I hope you all are doing good!

I have been in school, had meetings, taking care of a sick child etc. It’s crazy crazy here! But no more school or meetings etc for this week so I can focus on taking care of my boy while husband is working.

Rain, cold, fall and migraine. Lovely combinations right? It’s freezing here in Sweden. For the past days it has been raining, been freezing cold (during nights we have below 0°C temperature outside – crazy!), windy and brr. Due to all stress with school, running around on meetings here and there plus much more I have a massive migraine (the screen is at the lowest and yet it’s too bright for me so I have sunglasses on… in a pitch black room… yeah that’s lovely).

I will blog more tomorrow. Gonna fix some photos to upload here on the blog as well (fixing it tomorrow etc). This weekend’s agenda says take care of myself ● taking most care of my son ● laundry . Simple yet I know myself… it will be projects added to the list.

Goodnight you beautiful butterflies 🦋 🦋

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Blue doors to heaven

throwback when I was in Norway pt. 3

I took a lot of photos of people’s doors (I have removed the name tags on the doors). So unique. Nothing like in Sweden. We have simple and basic doors but here  oh man!

(it’s a different picture than the one before. lol!)

Rain, fog & cold

Goodmorning from one rainy, foggy and cold Sweden! Brr. The fall is really here today.

I hope you all are doing good! I’m so tired today. Oh god. Barely any sleep and this weather doesn’t help with the mood either.

I was supposed to go to the gym today but I have decided not to. Both because of the rain but also my body (read; my hip & back) tells me no so unfortunately I have to stay away from today.

Meeting at 1pm and today is just a resting day. Currently in bath right now, writing this while freezing my bum off.

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Child had breakfast ✔️ Child done & ready for school ✔️ Child on the bus to school ✔️ Editing photograhies i have taken ✔️ Confirmed the meeting ✔️ This blogpost uploaded ✔️

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Today’s plans; laundry ● do some maths ● meeting ● edit more photographs ● try the usb c to usb cord ● make dinner ● relax

I hope you all have a beautiful day ♥️

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Four deep and powerful quotes I think you will like

deep motivational and inspirational quotes for you and me.

What’s on your agenda for today?

Whats on your agenda for today? 🙂

Goodmorning you beautiful souls! I hope you all are doing good today and everyday!

I have a quiet moment at my home right now so I decided to blog a goodmorning post 🥰 E are on his way to school and husband is sleeping.

The rain is falling, the sound of the rain smattering against windows and rooftop. Fog and cold air. Cozy morning but really cold outside.

it is a beautiful and lovely autumn morning after all. Only the sun trying to shine through the fog is missing but other than that,  it’s a lovely morning.

I do hope the sun will come forward today but according to the weather report [which I don’t trust because they have been wrong SOOO many times] it’s gonna rain all day. Boo but yay!

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Child had breakfast ✔️ Child done & ready for school ✔️ Child on the bus to school ✔️ Mu workout bag is packed ✔️ School stuff packed ✔️ This blogpost uploaded ✔️

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Today’s agenda: Meeting (changed time) ● WorkOut ● pick up an order i made last night (when store opens i get a text within 30 minutes and its ready) ● School ● Family time ● blogging time

I’ll blog more later. Now I must start to get ready.

and yes, I use the ● to “cut” blogpost info to add other info. I will use it a lot. Makes thing easier for me. lol! I apologize in advance if you find it irritating and annoying 😔

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Big change on me, fashion and style

New week, new start and new responsibilities.  Hello Monday! and Hello you all beautiful souls! I hope you all are doing good!

School ✔️ Gym ✔️ Dinner ✔️

today’s fashion. Crazy cold outside so the winter socks is now officially out for the season.

Yesterday I got a spontaneous thought and idea. I know I have said that I would leave my hair to rest from all colors bombs etc but last night I dyed it red. Inside it looks darkred / winered color but outside it’s a bit brighter red.

I finally can say I feel like myself again. My teacher had to check three times who I was til he saw my sunglasses. I had them on when I entered the classroom. It was kinda funny.

The stares I got in the town on my way home was crazy! So many stared at me for being unique and having a different style than a “normal” swedish style. One child even said to her mother “mom look at her style! it’s so cool“. I smiled so much. Normally I thought children would find me weird etc when I walk with all black, hoodie and jeans jacket etc but this comment made me so happy.

One girl also came up and asked me where I got my bag from. I explained to her that I bought it 2007 when I was in Stockholm (capital of Sweden) and met the band Tokio Hotel. So it’s an “vintage” bag. lol.

the hair

Went home and grabbed my stuff for the gym. Joined my husband and because of my back, I couldn’t do so much and for a long time. One hour on treadmill will do it. Soft start. Low level. No uphill. After that hour I felt so much pain in my back and in my hip so slow and soft start.

But hopefully it will help me get better and less pain in my body.

What’s on YOUR bucketlist?

Wow this had me thinking a lot! Kinda hard question to answer ~ Whats on YOUR bucketlist? (feel free to comment below what’s on yours!)

For years and years I have been adding and removing stuff from my bucketlist. I have completed some on the list. Removed those who seems impossible and not do-able. But what is really on my bucketlist?

Traveling is ofcourse on my bucketlist. Visit as many countries as possible. Especially Santorini (Greece), Mykanos, Kenya, Dubai, Abu Dabi, Spain, Canada, Bali and many more. Travel the world! Explore the wonders around earth. Try new exciting  things & food. To see the different cultures etc.

Career;  having a career that I feel like myself in. Preschool teacher, photographer or just something online (html codes etc). Everyone say I’m still young and don’t need to decide yet but really I have no idea. All I know is that “having a career” is on my bucket list.

Family; Move to a house with my son and husband. Maybe expand the family. Adopt (animals and children). Watch my child/ren (future) grow up and become the amazing humans they are.

Meet people who has common interest as me.

I have a lot on my bucketlist and it feels like it’s an Neverending list. But will I be able to achieve one or two of them? The ones that are on the list now.

Other things on my bucketlist are;

Adrenaline; go skydiving,  Bungee jumping

Animals; pet/hug an elephant (my favorite animal), Go on safaris in Africa etc. Save atleast one animal. See a raccoon irl (we don’t have those in Sweden)

Learn; Learn to fluently speak & write ~ Arabic, Spanish and punjab. How to calculate math (this will be a hard one). Learn real English with correct spelling and grammar.

Helping; Volunteer on some special cause, help build something for someone. Give someone a real chance in life (help a homeless find a job, a home and get back on its feets. I know I have seen to many movies and series)

I have actually more on my bucketlist but the post would be too long. Haha! but Whats on YOUR bucketlist? comment and tell me. Maybe we share same goals.