Typical. When the internship has only been one week and my back decide to break down.
Hey guys! Last week (w. 15. 7 of April to 10th of april) I had my first week at the internship, like I wrote a little bit on the last post. Today was supposed to be the start of the second week – well supposed and supposed.. It is but sadly I had to stay home today.
L u m b a g o is back and it seems to really dislike me. It actually started one day during the internship. I felt the pain when I was around the kids so I said straight out “nooo nononononononooo” and my supervisor asked me what was wrong so I told her and last night it came.
Woho. Hopefully I can go back to the internship tomorrow if my back allows me. Normally I have lumbago for a week so pray for me 😵💫
Positive things during all this is that I have learned all 35 kids names and trust me, that has been hard. So I’m actually a bit proud of myself on that part and it is actually a big / huge step forward for me due to my memory loss due to stress and depression. So yay! 》I also have realized that (ok this might not be as positive but on same time it is) my body won’t be able to work with 1-3 year old children due to lifting, holding them etc. I love children but I have to listen to my body for once.
If I’m able to go back to the internship this week, I’m actually changing location to try and see how the next stage of preschool. 4-6 year old kids. I have met almost everyone of them – some (even at my place with 1-3 year olds) has been sick and had week off due to Easter break. But I still know their names and how they look like. They have their names and a picture of them on their dressing shelf (outdoor clothes. I dont really know what it calls so lets go with that).
An other positive thing is that I can continue with what am doing when moving in shadows! I promise I will tell you all later but for now. Shhhh 🤫
A negative thing; I bought new phone due to this phone’s OLED display panel is ruined and I was hoping I would get the phone pretty fast (normally within few days in Sweden) but sadly.. I don’t know when I’m gonna get it. I just got an email from the company that they are still waiting on the delivery of the phones to their warehouse. So I hope this phone holds on for a bit longer. I’m scared it will die on me and I have my banking, buscard etc on my phone. So I’m nervous, scared and extremely frustrated on the whole situation!
The phone wallet case has arrived though so I can protect the phone. But to be fair, I bought this phone as a present for myself when I graduated nurse assistant school and it’s about .. two or three years ago? Ohmygod. So long ago. I rarely change phones. Some people change often and here I come, with a phone that i bought years ago and before that I had my other phone for 4 years. Lol! So no I don’t spend a lot on technology except headphones. My laptop is 9 years and still working even with cracked frame. Lol!
Oh well, as they say, “someone who’s waiting on something good, never waits too long” (den som väntar på nått gott, väntar aldrig för länge). I think it’s just a swedish expression / saying but I can be wrong..
Spring is here. Finally. I will show you guys pics i have taken lately (Easter, weather changing within two days etc) soon.
I need to go rest now due to the lumbago. So I’m gonna put the phone away and listen to music while in bath, hoping that the pain will atleast get a little better.
Happy New week! And let’s kick .. ass.. Sorry it came up in my head. Maybe I should learn to not wrote everything that pops up in my head.
Bye my beautiful souls.