..i have always been overweight due to PCOS (I can write about that later) but short version; I have cysts on the ovaries and that causes weight gain quickly and makes it superhard to lose weight. but iam working on it.
While I was in Italy, I had some questionable “fashion” choices. As an overweight person i really challenged myself to get out of my comfort zone. Due to the heat i tried to keep myself as cool/colder as possible. …. which you will see below. I looked funny and honestly, I didn’t really care what people thought or said about me.
“im fat, I have a child, its hot and im on vacation. I am never seeing these people again” was my “mantra” or what to call it to really try get out of my comfort zone.
(bad habit on last picture. there for pixels to cover. Iam not promoting the bad habit but I want to be all true with you all)
I also walked around barefoot alot. During summer, I really dislike wearing socks and shoes. booyyy, all the looks I got from people for doing that.
I also have a bad habit (since I was 14) so I went out many times during my days. If I really tell you that I tried to not get bothered by people, their words or looks.. I tried hard!
at the hotel i stayed had, there was a convenience store/ grocery store around the corner. During summer and in heat I can not eat food. I try but it always make me sick so luckily that store was close and dont be surprised but I actually been there with towel turban.. a few times and also when I have been outside doing my bad habit (smoke)
Wearing towel turban doesn’t bother me honestly, its more of showing skin/fat on my body but I did it 🙌🏻 for a whole week! Iam actually proud of myself that I managed to get out of my comfort zone while being there. If I get out of my comfort zone now when I’m home, is questionable. But I do walk barefoot and have towel turban when I go to the store. M doesn’t like it though but I have done that ever since I moved to my own places.
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Confession time I have actually weighed almost 200kg and I have lost 85kg so iam still big but the struggle is now harder but iam working on it. So in future I will also share here in my blog about my weightloss journey. I hope that is OK with you all.