We Bloom here, out of determination, power, will-power and with a vision

There’s something sacred about the way nature refuses to give up.
Even when everything seems still, lifeless, forgotten—life finds a way to return.
It creeps through cracks, breathes through decay, and reminds us that nothing truly ends.
These mushrooms, growing from what was once a mighty tree, are quiet proof of that truth.
We all carry a little of that same wild resilience —
the kind that knows how to rise, even from the ruins.


We Grew From the Ruins

We were never meant to bloom here —
among the broken bark and hollow echoes,
in the damp breath of forgotten seasons.
Yet something ancient stirred beneath the rot,
a whisper of still alive.

No garden blessed us,
no gentle hands tended our roots.
The rain was cold,
the nights were longer than memory itself.
But we rose — quietly, stubbornly,
like a spell cast in the dark.

We fed on what the world discarded,
on silence, on endings,
on the sweet decay of what used to be.
And somehow,
it became enough.

Now we stand —
gold against the grey,
fragile, fearless,
born of ruin but belonging to the wild.

Let them say this place is dead.
We know better.
We have danced with the ghosts,
and we have learned —
how to live again.

Photowalk with thoughts that needed to be clear.

While I was outside for a photo walk alone I had a chance to think of a lot of things. Such as photography thoughts, school, future etc.

Hi everyone! The sickness is still going strong but I felt i had to get out for a bit. I had a gazillion thoughts going on and I remembered that photography used to make me de-stress for a bit. So I grabbed my gear and went out. 3 hours. I got dressed really warm and I was sweating outside. I felt many times to remove jackets but I did not.

My experience about this area where I live (first time photography walk like this); it’s pretty here but it’s not really a lot of taking pictures here. Which is sad.

The thoughts that went on in my head was a lot as you can read above. Why do I really wanna do photography?  is it for de-stress? do I have interest in it? etc etc . Yes I questioned myself but the conclusion of my thoughts; photography has always been an interest for me. I love it. And yes it is a de-stressing moment for me. Simple; I just simply love it.

So even thought I am sick I went outside. Ofcourse I didn’t go near people (I didn’t even see one when outside) and I was careful.

now im suffering after the walk because I was lying down on the ground, stood in weird positions, climbing etc just to get THE picture. Unfortunately the sharpness was really bad on most of the pictures but it’s fine. Now I’m suffering with a lot of pain in my back . Was it worth it? Yes! But now my cough and sneezing has escalated so it hurts even more.

●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● NEW FACEBOOK GROUP

I had to delete the photo group I made due to I can not make the group public from private but now with the new group – everyone can join without sending a request and wait for approval.

FIND THE FACEBOOK GROUP HERE < click.

Btw, iam truly sorry how bad the quality of the pictures are here on the blog. I do not know how to make it better.

Life update / crispy days.

October 30th.. already. I still can’t get my mind follow the life time because I can’t believe it’s already November! now that is insane! and only two months ish left of 2024..

It’s very cold outside here in north part of Sweden. The ice is here and minus degree celsius as well. Insane! I’m not ready, not mentally or physically 😪 but here we go.

So i have been quiet in the blog for a few days. I have been super busy with school, meetings, son and his new lifestyle etc. It’s an all mess right now but im still here. I see your comments and love but unfortunately I can not answer them via mobile (it always crash for me when I do) so I’m gonna answer everyone of your comments and love TONIGHT! Looking forward to get connected with you all again 💕 Sorry for all this.

Whats new? Well my son has gotten a new lifestyle we all adjust to (it’s normal with autistic children/people to get medicines, new routines, structures etc) which is taking some time but hopefully it will get better soon. We have noticed a few changes on E since we started. He is more calm, not so much anxious, being extremely hyper etc and he can focus better in school etc which is amazing!

E has also learned to count to 40, sing a long songs with almost perfect pronouncing of words plus sign languages.  He has found his love for big Lego again (toys). It is so much better and so much new things E is showing us and we finding out from everyone 💕 so proud!

How have you been?? Something new and exciting or just something positive that has happened in your life since last? 💕 Comment below. Let’s connect 💕💕

Rough day, both emotionally and mentally

wow an other day is over. Today I have been struggling with my emotions. It has been a rough day. Both mentally and emotionally.

The day started by getting my son ready for school and into the schoolbus.  After that, I ran to the laundry room (forgot to wash MY clothes lol!) and unfortunately it was taken by I explained and the woman let me use one of the machine and dryer! Thank you neighbor 💕

Meeting with E’s doctor. He has grown but also lost weight which is really good. Yay! Routine check up. Happy. And the doctor was so impressed that E laid all letters in alphabetical order and said the letter. Woho.

School for me afterwards which is where my emotions took over. Out of no where. It’s silly. But anyhow, the teacher told me to skip the rest of the textbook and jump on the last one so here we go.

That pretty much sums up my day (I have been studying as well etc.) So I am so ready to hit the bed. Gonna do some painting on the Happy Color app. Try to calm down a bit before sleep.

Goodnight my pumpkins 🎃