We Bloom here, out of determination, power, will-power and with a vision

There’s something sacred about the way nature refuses to give up.
Even when everything seems still, lifeless, forgotten—life finds a way to return.
It creeps through cracks, breathes through decay, and reminds us that nothing truly ends.
These mushrooms, growing from what was once a mighty tree, are quiet proof of that truth.
We all carry a little of that same wild resilience —
the kind that knows how to rise, even from the ruins.


We Grew From the Ruins

We were never meant to bloom here —
among the broken bark and hollow echoes,
in the damp breath of forgotten seasons.
Yet something ancient stirred beneath the rot,
a whisper of still alive.

No garden blessed us,
no gentle hands tended our roots.
The rain was cold,
the nights were longer than memory itself.
But we rose — quietly, stubbornly,
like a spell cast in the dark.

We fed on what the world discarded,
on silence, on endings,
on the sweet decay of what used to be.
And somehow,
it became enough.

Now we stand —
gold against the grey,
fragile, fearless,
born of ruin but belonging to the wild.

Let them say this place is dead.
We know better.
We have danced with the ghosts,
and we have learned —
how to live again.

Current situation & photowalks in nature.

Goodmorning pumpkins! I hope you all are doing good this lovely Thursday 🙌🏻

im currently in thr bath, writing this. It’s freaking cold here in Sweden and due to my diabetes,  my feelings in feets/toes aren’t the best so before I can put on my warm wool socks I need to warm them up.

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Plans for today? Well I went to the Healthcare clinic two days ago, met with a doctor who said I have no virus so I’m not in risk to get anyone else sick.. so I guess im going to school. WITH CAUTION OFCOURSE! Before school im gonna go buy more supplies of mouth mask/ facemasks. It’s starting to go low at home. And I’ll also sit in the way way back in the class.

What else? Well i got one of my packages with camera equipment! Woho. My tripod, few filters and also the hand holder (instead of the big to hang around your neck) but unfortunately that hand/wrist holder was bad because I tried it while sitting at the table and it “broke” so luckily the camera was mounted on to the screws.

I had a photowalk yesterday while the sun was out. Unfortunately it was harsh sunlight and i do not like that. But I managed to fix some pictures though.

not the best quality online though. I’ll upload more on my Instagram and Facebook page. Through my eyes and camera.

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Photography for me is my kind of relaxation.  Unfortunately I went through some things the other day that made me decide to not take pictures in town and around buildings. I will tell you guys more about that later. It was a sad decision for me but I am still scared and haven’t been able to shake off what happened.

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Stay focused | Personal inspirational quote that I live by

Sunday night ~ skincare

even though I did this lastnight I wanted to share with you all. Haha

Sunday = home spa night. Selfcare and glowing skin.

do you use any products ? do you have a weekly home spa night?

I’m focused and determined to overcome my big fear

One of my biggest fears is people staring at me. Im a big plus size person who has an illness called PCOS which makes me big and have harder time to lose weight. I have seen so many videos on instagram where big people has recorded themselves at the gym and people around is laughing, pointing etc. I have also seen when big people work out and trying really hard been secretly recorded and shared online. That’s a fear of mine. The laughs, pointing and secretly being recorded and shared online..

So one of my goals is to try go to the gym 3 – 4 times a week, both to work on my health (and mental health) but also push myself onto situations that scares me. Trying to overcome the fear and get out of my comfort zone. It’s a hard thing but I’m trying and it’s even hard to workout when my husband is working out but I’m trying. Why do I think it’s hard? judgement. Even if it’s my husband.

Only downside with me working out (other than the sweat is sweating)  is that every time I get a massive headache that last for hours. No matter how much water I drink. Today I drank 1,5 liter water at the gym trying to avoid the headache but it didn’t work. So I don’t know what to do to be honest to avoid the headache (other than stop going to the gym)

Today’s session ☆☆☆ Treadmill; 60 minutes (highest lvl pace; 6) ● bike; 5 minutes (today my knee didn’t let me do bike).

short session but it’s better than nothing. This week I have been to the gym twice (yesterday and today) and I will be back. lol! I’m forcing myself!

Do you have any inspirational saying or quotes that can help me stay on track?