Sunlight, old train station and cheat dat

Other than the meeting today, I had a good day. Photography, hanging out, walks, sunlight, sunsets, and cold.

Today I actually slept in. Well, I got E to the bus and later went to sleep instead of going to school—the reason was so I wouldn’t get mad before the meeting with the principal. Sleeping in is something I never get to do due to having a child of school age but also with special needs.

Cheating D a y

After the meeting, E and I went to our regular place to eat. I was mad, and I was hungry. Hadn’t eaten anything plus PMS on that (yup, still keeping my blog raw and authentic) so we left to PizzaHuset (PizzaHouse) and I ordered my burger plate and E her pizza (pic below).

I use an app to enter everything I eat daily to keep track of the calories I eat in a day—no, I don’t trust the app 100%, but it gives a “good” view of the food. Anyway, after I entered the food in the category “dinner,” I wasn’t so surprised by the calorie intake, at the same time as I was surprised. I mean, I know it was a lot of calories, but I thought it would be way more than the app showed, so that is the second thing that surprised me—it wasn’t as high in caloripoints as I thought. Odd.

I have used the app for a little bit over a week (I think), and according to the app, I don’t eat my maximum intake of calories per day—which is good—but I don’t think I’m supposed to eat almost 3k calories a day if I’m going to lose weight, so, yeah.


Dinner – burned burger and fries  Perfect combo

beautiful sunset

I want to buy this building, fix it up, and make it a home for me and my son. Well, move it first, of course. Away from the train tracks.



Tomorrow (friday) I’m starting again with my lifestyle changes  I’m proud of myself so far to be able to have changed lifestyle a bit, to keep going and traing, smaller plates etc.

Wish me luck!


Good Night! My eyes are getting heavy!

Again, I turn out to be the bad guy in the situations, which makes me very…

No matter what I do, no matter what I say… they always make me look like the bad guy in the situations. Even when I want them to know that it was not ok and I didn’t want to be disrespected like I was.
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Disrespected ● angry ● I give up

Hello my loves. I know I have been quiet for a few days (3 days, except the daily prompts) and reason is; I haven’t felt well. I feel much better (except for what was said today) so I will try come back ASAP.

I did three exams on Wednesday and I passed them. Shocking because I didn’t study but yay!

Today I had the meeting . . . . the meeting i wish never happened. If you guys remember from this post (clickable link) you know why I was in the meeting.

The meeting went horribly wrong. According to the principal, I am a liar. She laughed at me when I spoke, so I told her not to laugh at me because that makes me mad, which it actually did. The teachers denied it, and the principal is protecting their asses – which I also said to the principal.

So it’s like, the teachers can say and do whatever they want towards students and people, but when a student/person defends themselves or takes action in their own hands (in my case, writing to the principal AND the teacher, letting them know that I am not accepting and not ok with what was said and done), it results in them being disrespected by powers (the powers are the principal and teachers).

Of course I got mad (and I know they read my blog HEEEEEEEEY!!!!!! I’m pissed at you!) and got into a defense mode. I know what she said (and so does everyone else in the class but is too damn scared to stand up) and what happened. I left the class and haven’t been to her class since then—yup, not one time. So we’ll see if I go back there after the internship next week.

Right now, this will eat me inside because I want to explode on both the teachers and questioning them so much but I’ll be the bigger person and take it to the next step. 🙌🏻 Which step? Oh, I will tell you all later. No it’s not a threat though 🤷 So they can’t do anything about that. Oops.

So, whatever I say or do, I am always the bad guy according to people. Even when the truth comes out and someone is standing up against the person who does wrong. They are so scared of what could happen.

That was the meeting. It was longer but no bother to write it, it would only make me mad again.