Today was a fun day, but I have a lot of thoughts going on in my head. Help?

Two things in this post. Please answer the list part. If you can ofcourse.

Sometimes it’s all listening and no fun, but also sometimes we have fun. Today was one of those days!

Hello, my loves! I hope you all are doing good today!

Today i have actually been the whole day in school except for the last hour because I had to leave earlier so I could catch the bus so I could get my son in time (problems with the principals at the extra after-school place)

Today in school we had fun project which was to make a presentation where we had in our minds that we are teachers and worked with kids in preschool / day care. Everyone did good and I jumped in with my presentation with other kind of songs that the teacher gave links to.

We had to think about the children with special needs, how we could / would adapt us to them so they could participate as well. Well with everyone, not only special need kids.

We had to include movements, play, and all that stuff. We also had to think of any aids (that sounds so weird) so everyone saw the structure of the activity, etc. 

In Sweden (I don’t know how preschool and schools work in other countries), they use visual support to show what will happen, so everyone included that! We also had to keep in mind the sign support.

So what did I do? Well, my son is always listening to songs on YouTube where the singers do signs when singing—not like sign language but using their body and hands to reinforce words they sing. I hope you all understand what I mean.

Anyway, I picked out three songs from that singer/group, and it was so fun. Everyone (almost) participated in the signs and songs. Some didn’t.

After everyone had their presentation of their projects (some worked in groups, and some did the project individually—I did it alone), we continued to listen to children’s music—which you can see in the pictures.

I have started a diet and I was wondering if someone has done the same or maybe a similar or something else.

I have started with the 16:8 diet, and I just started it last Sunday (26th of October 2025), and so far it goes well, but I’m worried. I have googled and checked if it’s ok to do this diet when having type 2 diabetes, which I have, and it says it’s ok. I’m wondering and have questions about it, but no, I can’t contact a doctor about it. I’m still waiting on them to contact me about anotherthing but also about taking blood samples—anyway, I am so confused. What is ok, and what is not ok? What can I eat? What can I drink? How will my blood sugar react and act?  Like I said, I have googled around and checked official websites for healthcare, etc., in Sweden, but still, so many questions.

Thank God I could focus

I tried to stay calm but I didn’t. I got verbally attacked and threatened by “professionals”.

Hey guys! I don’t know how to write this post because my mind is going insane after a meeting!

I can’t believe what happened and thankfully I had my bestfriend Elin with me (I hate meetings and have bad experience when it comes to have meeting with the people I has meeting with today.

Morning; Got up, packed E’s bags, made breakfast (toast due to the stove is kaput ) and got him ready for the bus to school.  Afterwards I actually went to sleep and took a nap (I think im getting sick and iam super tired a lot now so I need to book an appointment to check my iron and blood again), approximately 2 hours. Got up, took a shower, put makeup on (I know! it’s shocking! 😂) and made myself ready.

30 minutes before the meeting my head was on “bitch/angry mode” due to the fact I was having a meeting with the principal of the school – which, you guessed it, is the one who has made the experiences of meetings with her horrible. Elin and I were chatting, talking and looking on reels that I had saved on my phone and deleted them. I needed more space on my phone – yes I recorded the meeting . for 39 minutes

The meeting didn’t go well. They were rude as h*ll towards Elin and towards me, which made me automatically go into defense mode (which can make me mad sometimes), and I stood up for myself and for Elin. They told Elin to be quiet (even though she tried to explain my words better for the principal and some other woman who was there—I don’t know how to translate her title—so they would understand what I meant), which made me mad. even though both of them know about my bad memory and that I suck at explaining stuff.

The threats made me boil over. I’m not going to write what they said, etc., but let me just say that I asked several times, “How do you want it? Kick me out and let me continue the studies.” It wouldn’t be the first time the principal had kicked me out so thats why I asked this (and no, I havent done anything wrong that time nor this time but she really dislikes me and I.. honestly hate her). They didn’t give me clarification if I was allowed to continue or if I got kicked out.

During this meeting, I went in to my “escape mode” so I wouldn’t explode with anger. I focused on one object while talking and kept calm.

When I write this, I want to develop it more; when I get really, really mad, I do this. As a young girl, I had massive anger issues, which caused me to black out and not remember what I had said or done while angry, and to break that cycle, I managed to find this way to handle it so I can remain more calm and involved in conversations, etc. No, this never happens around my son. I have never gotten that angry at him. So don’t worry, I would never touch my son or anything. The adults who are rude to me and push me into that position will meet that side (even though it’s very rare that it happens). I just want to clear things up before continuing to talk about the meeting.

While they went on and on after all the stuff I had told them and explained to them—heck, I even drew on papers to explain to them so they would understand—they mixed in verbal attacks on me. Yes, I have it on record, but sadly, the memory of my phone got full after 39 minutes, but luckily, Elin was there, and she heard everything.

I went into the meeting irritated and annoyed and left it pissed off and tried to wrap what just happened around my head.

The outfit I wore today. A typical mirror picture of myself when I’m at this school and not the school I attend now.

After the meeting

Elin and I went to our restaurant (we are there often), ordered food, and just talked about the meeting. We are both in shock at what just happened and everything they had said. It’s insane! We just had to talk about it. Vent, be mad, try fix stuff etc.

We sat there for an hour-ish and left the restaurant to go to J, but she wasn’t home, of course, but we met up with her. Hung out and later went to her place and hung out even more there. Serious talks, us telling about the meeting, shared anger about it, but later we changed the subject, and the laughing party was on. We laughed, talked, and had fun together. Elin and J bonded really fast, which made me so happy!

That’s pretty much the recap of my afternoon today. Got verbally attacked, threatened, had lunch and hung out with friends.

What made my day good, though?

● The food (6/10 but 10/10 when low sugar and hungry) ● Laughs ● My music ● The kitty cat Diesel (J’s cat) ● Pepsi Max ● Makeup ● Australia (those who knows, u know )

What made my day bad?

● The meeting & the attacks (or insults. Depends on how you would take it as) ● The food (just some) ● Allergic reaction after removing makeup (no this haven’t been an issue before. No I haven’t written about this) ● Cooking at the neighbors

How was your day?

Thank you for reading 📚

It made me fall asleep on a weird location

Today has been a tough day for me. First it started alright but ended up in chaos.

Last night I had migraine attack from h*ll and this morning I woke up with just a light migraine, which made me decide to go to school for the first time in a week.

I went to school. Everything was fine and out of nowhere, it felt like someone smacked my head with something heavy. The migraine got worse. It was horrible. Like a snap with fingers.

I tried so much to follow along the class but the pain was so awful, I accidentally fell asleep in class (me falling asleep while having extreme migraine is normal) so one of my teachers came up to me and asked how I was doing.

I’ve probably snored (very common for me when migraine) in class but honestly, i dont care.

I decided to leave school for the day. In total I was in school for barely two hours.

At home, I have been having my migraine cap on and tried to study. I am so far behind now thanks to this. I managed to send in two assignments but after that, my head was killing me so I almost threw up (never happened me before).

Now the migraine is calmer (still there and bad but not like earlier today) and I can write this post.

The migraine cap is more down on one side to help with the whole pain on the left side of my face. That’s why it looks so weird on the picture.

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The url doesn’t work (you can type it and come to the website but it shows . wordpress . Com)  but I’m trying to fix that. I’m also planning to make a new header. A simple one. No so much stuff on it.

The day after the accident.

Remember the accident that happend yesterday? Well.. it still hurts really bad. (warning for graphic picture below)

As I wrote in this post, I had an accident at my internship. Luckily no children were harmed or hurt when this happened.

When my son saw that I had a burn mark on my arm, he said “doctor” and made a sign. He went and got a chair to climb up on to get bandages from the cabinet.  How sweet!

Unfortunately when I was removing the bandage after a while (it hurted really bad when it was on the burn mark), a piece of skin followed along. Oh my god the pain. I could barely sleep last night til today. Didn’t matter how I laid in the bed or so  stuff always accidentally touched the wound.

This morning when I got up, I cleaned it a lot and remembered I had a bandage for surgery wounds in my cleaning closet in the first aid kit after my mother. So after I cleaned the wound some more  I smacked it on.

In school I asked the teacher i had when I studied to become a nurse if I could have some more so I could change from the one I have on right now. The sticky part is stuck on the burning area around the mark where the skin came off so it hurts. Luckily I got some from my teacher!


I still can’t believe that this accident happened when I was ironing beads plates. Like.. I didnt even touch the iron when I was fixing to have them let go from the module and boom.. on my arm.

I’m going back to the internship tomorrow and I will not touch any iron or anything. Nope. One burn mark is enough.

Thank god nothing happened to them and that I have 3 insurances.

All day went fine until the last moment of my day as an intern. Accidents happen, and it was my very first time I did this. How crazy is that?

Hello loves, Today some stuff happened and it hurts. Im currently in bed writing this while listening to white noise with rain and thunder to fall asleep again. I accidentally fell asleep next to my son in his bed.

Anyway, here we go with today at the internship.

The morning ; all went fine. Today I was at my internship at my “normal” time which made me so happy. Came to the internship, greeted everyone and saw two children sit at the small table, playing with play-doh so I joined them. We spoke about shapes, colors, animals, bugs etc. It was really fun! After a little time it was time to set the tables for breakfast so I helped out while the children went and washed their hands.

This morning I tried something I have never tried before and that was (I dont know what it calls on English so I will write on Swedish but (translation like this) after the word) Skinkost (Hamcheese) which is a typical breakfast item in Sweden. It’s soft cheese with pieces of ham in it, inside of a tube (to see picture of what I mean. Click HERE) It was not as horrible as I have always thought but it wasn’t anything for me.

After breakfast, it was activities, so every child got to do what they wanted til it was it was time for lunch. I joined children who sat at the tiny table (they wanted me there) and we made some beads plates and beads jewelry. Super cosy!

oh yeah, the children who got to do what they wanted, got to stay inside (half group) and the other children went outside.

Middle of the day;

Whwn the children who were outside came back inside, my supervisor and I started to set the tables for lunch. Everything went smoothly! Play time after and again, I got called to the tiny table (mind you that while I was sitting there, I also was a “staff” so I went many times to check on the other children) to sit down and do some beads.

I started with a pumpkin. Last week I did that as well but it failed and got dropped so I didn’t bother to fix it again. So today I made a different one. Super cute!

This is the moment when I got a burn mark; While I was ironing the beads plates to melt them together, the iron fell on my arm.

The pain was unbearable.  I rushed my arm under ice cold water and now I have a big square burn mark on my arm. How it could become a square one is beyond me, when the iron just hit my arm on one spot (I will show later if I can manage to take a picture where it shows) .

Right now i just removed the bandage of it and it ripped skin off from the burn mark. So now it’s burning again. I think I need to go to the doctor tomorrow and get something. But I do know I must report to my teacher (insurance etc) .

Now it is time for bed and I need to switch side so I dont lay on my arm.

Today’s lesson I will remember (and the burn mark) is that I will never iron bead plates again. It was my first time, and this happened? No, thank you. But I’m glad it happened to me and not to any of the children. So that is the positive view of this situation.

How would you react if this happened to you? Has it happened to you?

I did something I wasn’t allowed to do. Oops!

I did something I wasn’t allowed to do, but I just had to. I sneaked to take a photo of my shoes after some children had fun and sneaked to add the magnetic letters on my shoes.

What they thought was that I didn’t feel anything, but what they didn’t know was that I felt and knew they were doing it but played along.

I know I broke one rule, but I took this picture way, way, waaaay away from any children, so I was still thinking of where to take it. Also made sure no names were shown or pictures of the children.

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Hello, my beautiful pumpkins! Yes, I can officially call you all my pumpkins because now it’s HALLOWEEN SEASON! Woho!

Today I had my third day at my internship (3 of 5), and no more for this week. The start of the day was chaotic! Oh my god! It started with the alarms on my phone not going off, and I woke up at 06:54am… my bus left at 07:10am, so you all can imagine the stress! But I managed to get myself out to the bus stop. Here comes another thing that made the day more chaotic: the bus was super late! Oh my god. So I messaged the preschool I’m having the internship at, explaining, and it was okay for them, but I apologized!

I do not want to come more late than I already do (with agreement with my supervisor) due to my son and his taxi to school.

I basically ran to the preschool, so I tried to get in closer “time” to when I normally am there. I managed... by five minutes after my normal time. Oh my. It was insane!

My supervisor was home today (reason no need to be added here), so I was with two other teachers, and it was good. It was really good. to see how they worked and their routines!

Today, on my third day, I have been doing bracelets and necklaces made of plastic beads that children in preschool use and make jewelry from. Super cute. ● I have been pretty much all day sitting at a table with some children and made bead jewelry and bead plates. ● One child and I wanted to do a Halloween pumpkin, but they didn’t have a printed-out picture, so I used my phone to find one for inspiration, etc., until one of my supervisors today was available. I asked for their tab and explained. ● I have also been reading books for the kids (nerve-wracking!), and they liked it! Woho! ● We also went to another part of the preschool (they have three departments, or whatever you want to call it) with some children so they/we could play with big blue blocks, and oh boy, how much fun we had!

This was pretty much my day (more happened but can not write about that) and I am happy. I was able to help children (without my supervisors) with getting dressed, to help with food etc.

So now I only have two more days here at the preschool, and I’m honestly really sad about that. The children are wonderful, and the staff is amazing! I hope they all see how much I like it here and how much I try.

Next week, I’m back to school but also have two more days of the internship.

Monday; School. Tuesday; School. Wednesday; Internship. Thursday; School. Friday; Internship

Two Days At My Internship, This Is How It Went

Intense half week and I am dead 😅

I haven’t blogged on Monday or Tuesday.I have been at the internship, and I have been so drained of energy. Especially last Monday (September 8). My first day. Oh my god.

When I came home, I fell asleep in the armchair  (is that the correct word?) . I was tired!

From first step of the day til I left for the day;

I met up with my supervisor at the internship. When I heard the name from my teacher, like two weeks before I had the internship, I had a feeling of who it was. Aaaaaand I was correct!

My supervisor was a classmate of my sister A, and my sister M went to the same class as my supervisor’s brother. So I knew who she was. I mean, how small is the world?

Anyway, I came there (after being confused about how to get there) after a little bit. Met my supervisor, and we talked a lot. She told me about the rules, what I had to observe, what to do, etc. It was so much, but I have managed to remember everything.

My first mission (for me) was to try to memorize the names of the children plus who is who. Wooh, boy, that was a challenge.

(I am not gonna write so much about the preschool but i can talk a little bit of activites I did etc) I spoke with my supervisor and told her that I am a blogger and also a photographer. I asked what their secrecy when it came to me writing and photos (I already knew to not take pictures where any child was in the picture) – I asked if I could take picture of for an example if I was drawing with the children and I showed her how I meant and took a picture of a table so she could see what I meant. No! There was no children near or around the area I took the picture off.

At first she said yes after seeing the picture and that I made it crystal clear how I was taking pictures if I was allowed. But after a while after our talk I came up to her, just to talk again about my blog and photos. I explained that I was thinking a lot about the talk we had about pictures and I felt it was not a good idea and she agreed on that. I mean, sure I blog but why take pictures on activites? (Yes I know how it sounds like here when I write about it but talking swedish and try to explain to english with words I know might cause problems but I want to share this moment anyway – even though my english is super duper bad I do not mean any harm or anything. Which my supervisor understood)

ok that was a lot () but I will explain with all this. For me, its important for people know about my memory and how I use my blog to remember stuff that has happened and I also share pictures. I told my supervisor all this and explained when it started to happen (after my father’s death) and she understood. (I know i might sound repetitive now)  I also explained her that im a photographer. (I know, maybe useless information for her and even share that but I will get to my point) I told her I love taking photos and now when it’s autumn here in Sweden, I love taking photos of the nature with all colors and contrast.

I asked her if I had permission to take photos of the nature (example on a tree with different colors) and she said yes, as long as no children is near and it’s calm around (OFC!) so we agreed that I could take pictures of the nature as long as it also doesnt show the location, any children or so. Ofcourse! 1000% completely understood.

Let’s get back to the photos of activites now when i have shared a little back story of all this and why I asked.

My intention of taking pictures of activites I did while I was there (drawing, playing games etc) was for myself to remember what I did that day. Like I wrote above, my memory is awful and seeing pictures and read a bit about it, helps me remember. At first it was a yes and I had permission to do that but after been thinking a lot about this (pictures) and remembered some news that has happened, I had a feeling not to do it which I told my supervisor and like I said, she agreed on it and we came to the conclusion that I am allowed to write about my days at the preschool (I even offered her to read everything and check if it’s ok or not but she said she trusted me and didnt need to read) and I could write from my perspective etc. For an example “Today I  have been sitting at a smaller table with a few kids at the preschool and we were drawing, laughing and had fun”.

So I will not share any pictures from my days at the preschool (this time and also next semester in school. I’m going to be there for four weeks) but I will share text about my days.

This picture is took with my supervisor next to me. We both laughed when we saw this. Childhood memories

Woop well lets get back to my first day at the internship!

On my first day, I learned the names of the children (I struggled with a few).  ● I attended to their daily routines.  ● Breakfast, lunch, and afternoon snack.  ● I stopped a situation that could have caused an accident—a child was banging on a window.  ● I got a chance to supervise children outside on their break.  ● Two children got attached to me 🥺 They trust me and that is the biggest reward ever.  ● Four children came up to me and said, “We want you to have these. These are for you,” and gave me the flower petals in the picture at the top—I got them from children that wasn’t from my class. 🥺

On my second day, I helped the children get dressed to go out (rain outfits) and put the vests on. That was huge for me because the children had grabbed their vests and gave them to me to put them on them. ● I had responsibilities for three children when we went to the kitchen to get the lunch for everyone. They did so well, and the kitchen staff told me I did so well with the children (I played with them to stand against the wall and wait until I had rolled out the trolley with the food out in the hallway). They did fantastic! And they were listening so well to me, and I let them pull the trolley while I was holding on to it in front. They laughed so much because I joked with them while walking back to the class. ●I had the responsibility to set the tables for all the children and teachers. I also was the one who said what the food was, etc. ● We had a bit of a dance after having a “lesson” of emotions (the color monster), and that day was the blue monster, which is the sad monster. When the “lesson”/activity was over, the teacher played happy music, which made the children jump, dance, and laugh, so I joined them 🤭. That made them join even more, but we all had fun.

These are just a few things from the first two days that I did. So far, it is amazing, and I love it. Even when I have a headache 24/7. I love it.

Oh! Fun thing: one child saw when I spoke once that I had “something black in my mouth” (the child’s words) and wanted to see. I showed the child, and oh boy, that child was fast to tell the others about it after I told the child (after the child asked what it was and why I had it) that I have a hole in my tongue and I wanted to have it. Within 5 minutes, all the kids knew about it and all wanted to see it. What would I do? I showed it, and they checked their tongues to see if they had the same. One teacher laughed when I showed it. But honestly, I’m not sure if I was allowed to do it but I think it’s all good because the children asked what it was, etc. (knowledge?).

Anyway, these were my first two days. I was supposed to be there today as well, but I had to change days till next week because of personal reasons, so tomorrow (Thursday) will be my last day at the internship for this week, and next week I do these two days I miss this week.

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I know this was a super long post, and I am thankful and grateful that you took your time to read this.

I just want to re-explain: I will not take pictures. I will write about my days. ● Even though I know my explanation makes me sound weird, it was nothing in my intentions.It’s hard for me to explain with correct words. My supervisor understood me and what I meant, so that is the most important.

Birthday, School, Vision board?

I know, I know! I didn’t blog yesterday due to the fact it was my birthday and I just wanted to try have a social media free day.

For my birthday, I actually didn’t do so much. Had a meeting in the morning, went to the drugstore, and then back home. Did the dishes, went grocery shopping, had dinner while watching a movie, and sat a few hours in the the bath. Listening to cozy rain and thunder sounds.

M asked what I wanted to do for my birthday earlier and I said I really dont know (my birthday is never been celebrated). We could eat outside but do to what happened, I said we can celebrate it later. So we are. It was cozy still thom Movie and dinner at home.

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Today in school, we all had to do a collage of things that is “health” for us. Each one got to do their own. I made mine (the picture) with a twist.

What is really health for me? Well, for me it’s a lot. Not only weightloss, eat healthy, exercise etc. For me, health is also what I like.

On my collage there is a lot of models and can actually be a collage about fashion etc but it’s not. How will i be able to explain this? Fashion for me is personally.  I have pictures of fashion and also a picture of a family with an alternative style.

Why fashion? Like I wrote above, it’s personal. Like, you express yourself how you want and be yourself. The alternative picture is a symbol for me that even as a mother you can stand out and not fall for the traps of society. Do you understand what I mean? 😅

Also the pictures is a part of my interest, which where the camera comes in on the picture and the flower pictures. Photography is an important piece of me. It gives me joy, happiness and quiet time. I can spend hours outside when I’m on photowalks. Where the exercise and health comes into the picture.

Paris Hilton & Lindsay Lohan; I have always been a fan of both of them. Fashion, music, movies etc. So ofcourse they went up on my collage. Sadly I couldn’t find any of Britney Spears (she’s the queen!) but if I find one, I will put it up there as well.

Eyes, lips, thr girls/models = makeup. Happiness, confidence and power for me.

The dog, with the text “Du har visst tid” / You don’t have time” . A reminder to slow things down, relax and look up for obstacles and it’s ok to feel upset / sad. (the dog looks sad on the picture).

Have you ever done a collage like this? What would you put on yours and why?

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PICTURE OF A SNAKE BELOW!

Also today in school, a classmate and I went to a store to buy energy drinks for her and a Pepsi mac for me. While on our walk there I looked down on the road as usual when I walk and saw what I thought was a worm but had to double look because it had a weird pattern for being a “worm”.

It was a baby snake! I picked it up! Such a cutie.

I absolutely love snakes! I don’t get why people are scared of them and think they are disgusting but I do respect people who feel that way. Me? I love them. If I could, I would have a lot of them in my home.

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The janitor in school has actually been super kind to me and put a separate desk for me in the classroom. I asked him if they had a table where you can rise and lower the table and they had 🙌🏻 Due to me having problems with my back, knees, and hip (after all the weight loss), I struggle while sitting in class. The tables are so low, and the chair hurts my back so bad. So I asked for one so I could stand up when needed, AND I LOVE IT! My own little space! Sure where it stands it makes it difficult for me to see the PowerPoint presentations but luckily the teachers always upload them in Google classroom (not sponsored).

Yeah this was a bit about yesterday and today. A post that is all over the place but I can’t honestly think of a simpler way to write about these two days 😅

I’m off to bed, and I apologize again for being so quiet on the blog. More, more, more will come! Stay tuned!

Goodnight my beautiful people 💗

School, chaos but interesting

Good morning, my beautiful people! I hope you all have a wonderful day! I’m currently in school and learning a lot.Very interesting class, to be honest. Sure, I know a lot of what the teacher is teaching but its always good to get a refresh and also learn something new. 🙌🏻

We are reading/listening about children and people with special needs in school but also in society. It’s interesting for me when I have a son with special needs and see from this perspective of school/my education, how to adapt  the environment for children and people with the special needs.

Yes, I will write about the school, etc., so I can have a sort of diary of school I can go back to and read. ☺️

Listening to this while being super tired and ADHD out of control is chaotic, haha!

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The classmates & teacher has the link to my blog so now I’m nervous 😅 pretty scary but it’s fine 🤗

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I will blog more later and no I have not forgotten to write the recipe. I’m working on it to make the post easy readable.

What Happens When the Person Who’s Supposed to Teach You Breaks Your Spirit

I was hurt. I was angry. I left the class but came back. I sat in the back behind everyone instead of up front.

Yesterday I didn’t blog due to me trying to calm down the whole day. It was insane how mad I was.

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Yes, I have my legs on a table in the back. I have informed my teacher that it’s a way for me to calm down in situations that occur and my mind can’t handle, so I have permission to do it. Even if people think it’s rude, it helps me. Weird, I know, but that’s how I discovered what works when anger takes over and I want to participate in stuff but need distractions.

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It was the first class of the day. Food and health (yeah, it really is a class in that with this education), and we had a discussion in the whole class about obesity, diseases, what’s true and false, etc.

During the discussion in class, she mentioned that you only become overweight if you eat badly and don’t exercise, which I objected to and corrected her and said it’s also genetic and that you can gain weight from different kinds of medicines. Nope, I was wrong! And then she said the same about diabetes, which I was correcting her on again, and said, “It’s also genetic, which again, I was wrong about.

Then she started to say a lot of (well, she had already said a lot of bs) untrustworthy information about diets, etc. She also said that, and I quote, “Doctors, nurses, and dieticians are wrong with everything they say about food and health.” Like, excuse me!?

So again, I corrected her, and another classmate corrected her as well, which made the teacher call us LIARS! And that’s when I got mad.

Not only did she literally hold speeches with lies and think the entire class was stupid and not have any form of knowledge about food and health, but she called me (and J) liars!

Note that both J and I pretty much grew up in hospitals, have been in contact with many doctors, nurses, and dieticians personally and together with my mom when she had throat cancer… and I am also a nurse assistant, while this teacher has no healthcare education but works out a lot.

Honestly, how can a teacher who is supposed to encourage a student to learn and participate just call a student a liar? What happens when a teacher tears a student down? Why do some teachers do that?

Me, myself and I are angry and hurt. I honestly don’t wanna participate in her class anymore but sadly I must

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Second class for the day.. health pedagogy (is that the word?)

Finally, no more of that BS-talking teacher. It was time to have one of my new favorite teachers, M! I rarely say it but I actually enjoy having class when she holds the classes.

We spoke about what’s healthy for me and what’s healthy for preschool children. It was super interesting, and we had to think hard on this one. Unfortunately the teacher was quick on erasing everything off the whiteboard, but luckily I wrote it down for the children.

Activities outside, fruit moments, singing, dancing, etc., were up on the board, but also feeling valued, being seen & heard, etc. It was stuff that was obvious but also other stuff you normally don’t think of, they happen naturally.

It was a good class and I stayed the entire class/lesson.

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TODAY WE HAD A CONVERSATION with M about the class where the teacher called us a liar. Now we gonna have a meeting, the two of us (J and I) and the teachers M and L.

I told M that I’m not accepting that L called me a liar and that I will continue to go to her class but not engage in discussions, etc. Just to avoid another class like this and cause problems in the class between me and the classmates.

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Now this rant is over for this time. Sorry for being so negative in this post, but I really need to clear my head.