Tag: adhd and boredom

Chaos, paint on face, volcano and.. troublemaker

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First day back after two weeks!

Oh my god, my head is tired! I went to school today for the first time after being home for two weeks, and it really takes on my energy and head. Don’t worry, the father had a day off from work, so he was home taking care of E.

Today we did a volcano that I have only seen in movies and series—a VOLCANO! Well, I didn’t participate in the design of making it, etc., but I participated today as a “teacher,” showing kindergarten kids what happens if you mix different ingredients, etc. I barely did any talking because I was focused on taking videos and pictures because it was so much fun! And something new!

When a group was giving their presentations, the rest of us had to pretend to be kindergarten children, and if you know me, I went ALL IN. Everyone was those quiet, non-troublemaker, so I was the loudest, troublemaker child. Haha!

Heck, I even painted on my face because some kids do that. I really went all in on the character.

Just a little bit of paint, and oh my god, the reaction my skin got after! Burning, itching, and awful. So when I came home, I cleaned it better (only used soap and water in school) with facial cleaning water and put moisturizer on.

Due to the bad lightning and me trying to fix the lightning of the picture, the black mooshed out paint doesn’t show.

Another group gave us assignments to make animals of toilet paper rolls, and I did a bat, but during lunch break I was bored, so I tried to make a spider and paint it. I will take a picture tomorrow if it. I didn’t finish any of them though, haha! I didn’t have time!

The third group had dancing, etc. We got to dance to different songs and try yoga positions, and oh my god, I now know I am old when my hip and arm hurt. Lol!

So; First making animals of paper rolls. Then our volcano experiment and last dance time.

This was my Monday. Crazy fun, but oh my, the energy is gone on me and the headache. No joke! Haha! But it was a fun day in school, but I realized that I have missed so many fun things they have done for these past two weeks.

I hope you all have / had a wonderful Monday!

Much love ♡

ADHD plus boredom =..???

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I know I blame my ADHD a lot but this time, it was really ADHD MOMENT .

Home alone, ADHD plus boredom =

✨️ CATASTROPHE ✨️

Hello guys! It’s currently night here, and I am in bed. The bonnet (is that the word? Sorry if I’m wrong!) is on due to I don’t want to ruin my pillows. Why? Weeeeeeeell, I kinda did something.

Round 1: the dye didn’t take so well on the hair, as you can see in the picture. So of course, me being unhappy with it, went for a round two. Hopefully it will be better, or else I have to go for a round three one day, but now I’m going to let my hair rest a bit before I jump into the hair mask and make it more red. Baby steps.

I was bored, okay? 😅 And unfortunately I didn’t have brown hair dye at home, but I did have my bulk/stacked-up red hair conditioner.Yes, this is not real hair dye; it’s conditioner, a sort of hair mask I mixed with normal conditioner.

Tomorrow is the actual FIRST day of school, and I am not as nervous and terrified as I was last week. Sure, all the classmates didn’t attend, but some did.

Originally we were apparently supposed to be 25 students, but many dropped out before it started, so we are only 10 or 11 students. So let’s see how this goes.

Tomorrow the classes start for real. No more “first week, get to know each other” stuff. I actually thought and still think it was unnecessary. With all the child games, etc., but oh well. Now it’s time to really get into it. Feelings? Mixed feelings, honestly. It’s not about the classmates and class itself but the lessons.

When I studied to become the nurse assistant, I was waaay ahead of the game and classmates. When they were doing exams, etc., like two months into the education, I asked teachers for more assignments. I wanted to be a long way ahead of everyone, but in the second semester, my mental health went downhill, and honestly, I’m terrified that it will happen again.

Due to the fact that I’m working on my mental health to turn it around to actually become better, I’m scared. Not to get better but for the school and my struggles. Imagine being in a school with 3K+ teenagers, bullying, bad mental health, etc. The pressure to actually pass this is massive pressure on me. It will be a challenge, but hey, if I managed to fix the nurse assistant education at the same school and actually passed… I will fix this education as well. 🤞🏻 Wish me luck, though. Lol!

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I’m off to bed, so goodnight, my lovely people, and remember to subscribe to my blog to follow my new chapter in life. Exciting but also scary.