Tag: Education

Stalker, meetings, and leftover pizza

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Hello everyone! I hope you all are doing good! I’m currently in bed for the night, but I wanted to pop in here and say hello!

Today has been pretty hectic due to meetings at hospital, monthly grocery shopping within a time limit which was very stressful, repack food before putting in freeze box,  study etc. it has been crazy today so now I’m finally in bed.

Today’s quick dinner while study; left over pizza. Yesh not healthy but it was something over from last night when M and son ate pizza (I always take chicken salad). *snapchat & filter*

Every class we get homework todo til next class and with my history of math etc, I struggle really hard.

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Confession time; I am dead scared of going in school now and alone in town. Why? Because I have a massive stalker who goes to same school as me.

Back story; I’ve met this man three times. Once at a busstop, once in school and now the third time in town when I was in town with my bestfriend. He snook up behind me and said “Hi Emma!” and I always answer when people talk to me so I said Hi back. After that, it went down hill. E even tried to help me get away from this man and after a while which felt like years he left so we could walk away. I was crying, very uncomfortable,  scared etc. This man has said he was COMING home to me, tried to kiss me, hug me, he touched me etc. More happened but this whole situation trigger me even when thinking of it (I’m shaking rn).

So my school situation right now is that my teacher know (I texted him the same night it happened, he called and we spoke), the boss over the principal knows and has spoken with all teachers so they all are keeping eyes on me. Which feels very wrong to be honest but I really appreciate it. Yet I am dead scared of going to school  I even have classmates who ends the classes early to walk with me to the busstop. that’s crazy!

Long story short; I have school five days a week and I really don’t wanna go but still go.

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I hope you all have an amazing day and remember this; you are fantastic and amazing. Never let anyone else tell you something else. Always.. always be true to yourself.

First day of 2025 and this is how I hope my year goes

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Happy New Year.all you beautiful souls! I wish you all a year of good health, love, happiness and positive vibes.

I have already posted a vision board for my 2025 but since I made that one I have really been thinking of how I hope and wish my 2025 goes go.

This year I will start take care of myself better ~ both mentally, physically and spiritually.  I feel that 2024 has really been bad for me personally so this year I will work hard to take care of myself.

I will start with my weightloss journey again. You all know I was maniac going to the gym last summer and this year I’ll go to the gym more ~ atleast 2 times a week. Between that I will go on walks (photowalks as well)

Try get out of my comfort zone, try new things, change my appearance (hair etc) ~ just to try something new.

Travel to new places and explore new locations is something I really hope will happen. A mini vacation even if it is just a weekend or 24h cruise.

I will continue to study, maybe start a new education this fall if the school have it. Some step closer to my preschool teacher education

Just a few things I have been thinking of. It will probably be added more on the list but that is OK. Im just gonna try working with all these.

Do you have any goals and plans for this year?

Only a few days and I am missing it?

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Hello everyone! Goodmorning, good evening, good afternoon or goodnight to everyone!

How are you? I’m currently in bed (soon 11pm) and I am ready to sleep! Today has been kinda stressful. Paying bills, rush to school, calculations, grocery shopping, home and fix dinner, get my son from school, give him a shower, get him to fall asleep but unfortunately 30 minutes after he fell asleep he woke up so I had to try again and here iam right now. In bed, catching my breath after today!

Wooh been so much today! Anyway! Hopefully tomorrow is more calm. No school for me tomorrow so hopefully my body let me go to gym and out for photowalk! I haven’t been to the gym for a while due to busy schedules and now I’m ready to get back to it! Let’s gooooo!!

Also I haven’t been out on photowalk since Friday. Finally my body is better (a lot!) after the fall but I’m still in pain. Today I woke up with chestpain and have had it all day. Only on left side though but do not worry because it is only the muscles that is cramping or what to call it.

such a lovely picture of me.

The rest of the week is all about school, meetings, continue to throw away stuff, demolishing furnitures etc. Can’t wait! And this weekend, hopefully husband doesn’t work one day so we can go to the recycling center and throw away the things.

What is new with you guys? You all good? I see your comments and likes but WP doesn’t let me answer them! I am so sorry! I’m working on it!

I have also seen that I have new followers! Thank you so so much!!! I hope you enjoy my little corner and please, tell me what you would like to ready / see here (this goes for everyone 😊)

So i guess im off to bed. My brain/head is not tired yet so I assume I’m gonna do some “coloring” on a app called Happy Colors (not sponsored). Such a good app to help me calm down every day.

Good night!

Are they really allowed to do this?

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New week. New possibilities. New steps forward.

This weekend havent been si good to me. Removing more toxicness and negativity out of my life has really taken a toll on my mental health but hey, it might be worth it in the end? I don’t know.

Monday, November 4th, 2024. School. New classmates. Laughed at and massive feeling of disappointment.

Today started good in school but ended up me faking becoming sick so I could leave. First time I did this on this school. Why? A staff who helps students made fun of me and what I said. I got so mad I almost was about to explode but managed myself to stay calm and blame my migraine (I had migraine but is blamed that it became worse). I felt so disgusted, so disappointed, upset and really mad. I left the school so fast so I could cool off a bit away outside.

this happened infront of the two new classmates that started today!

We are grown people and they did this? What?! I can not believe it. and tomorrow it is school again.. hopefully i won’t see this person because iam not up for a confrontation to be honest.. not right now.

Are they staff who works with students (not a teacher) allowed to degrade a student like this? I think it calls degrade. I can be wrong, if so I apologize but I hope you get what I mean.

●●● Anyway, little rant about school today..

Tomorrow it’s Tuesday which means, school at the afternoon. Will probably bring my cameras with me so I can start learn the settings, tips and tricks again. Go for a walk and just be alone to breathe.

● This weekend havent been so good to me. Personally and mentally. Personally I can not talk about here but let me just say, that I have been hurt before by close people but this is in top 3 of the things the person has ever said to me. And that took a massive toll on my mental health.  I cried and was hysterical because I couldn’t believe my eyes (the person wrote this so I read, not heard it) and wow I have been a mess but i take it as a sign ~ if that’s how the person feel, they are not meant to be in mine nor my son’s life . it’s that simple.

● My sister and her daughter had to go to an other city by helicopter last night. I can not write details but let me just say that iam terrified and scared. Worried and I don’t know all the emotions. My baby niece A has severe epilepsy and it has become worse. She’s 4 years old!

● I have made a Facebook group (yesterday) if you would like to join to see my artworks. My photographies. I’m gonna expand my equipment with time and hopefully be able to take better pictures 🥰 can’t wait!

5 things I am grateful for

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5 things I am grateful for is kinda hard to think out because I am grateful for so many things. All from my son, to my education, to my interests but I’ll try write five things and maybe in future I can write more. Lol!

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Five things I am grateful for

● My son & family
I will forever be thankful / grateful for my son who’s a miracle. Growing up the doctors told me to give up my dream (to become a mother) because it would never happen because I’ve PCOS. Yet here I am. A mother for soon seven years. I’m thankful that I have made my own family. A lifepartner and son. My family.
● Education
Growing up I had hard time in school – bullying. No help from teachers or what so ever. But today I have an education – nurse assistant and I am currently studying my old grades up to I can become a preschool teacher. The nurseasssitant education was actually a promise to my mother before I died. She wanted my and my siblings to become a nurse so we would help people more than we did.
● Finding myself
I’m still working on myself and forever will but lately I have found myself a little bit. I’ve managed to get my real style out in public and not being hiding behind other clothes. I dyed my hair neon red again. I have managed to find focus and things to make myself feel better.
● Emma Santorini blog
I’m actually very very grateful for this blog. Even thought I haven’t been updating so much lately (I have posted like 80 posts since august). I’m grateful because I write my thoughts out. Write my life like a journal. Share photographs I’ve taken, ideas, and share my opinions of things.
● YOU!
I’m so grateful for you! Why? Because you are you! Never change for anyone. Never change yourself. I’m grateful because you are here. Life is hard but I’m here to help if you need someone to talk.

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What are you grateful for?

What makes you the most happy?

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In my notepad on my phone I have questions I found online that I thought could he fun to answer here.on my blog. You can get to know me and I can continue be personal and be myself.

Copy the question in bold and make a post with your answer on your blog. Tag me and I will read  like and comment 🥰

What makes you the most happy?

Honestly, a lot of things make me happy. My son and family. Makeup/skincare. Photography. Family quality time. School even though I’ve a hard time. Cooking&baking. Blogging. The sea.

What makes me the absolute most happy though? Watch my son grow up and become this bigger and proud boy of himself. Become the little young man he is.

How about you?

five goals for October

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and just like that.. September of 2024 is officially over and today we entered the spooky and beautiful month of October. crazy how time flies!

Just like Sepember I sat a few goals I wish to achieve during that month but now it’s October and we need to add new goals for Octobe month.

hm. ● -2kg in weighloss ● finish math pt 3 ● gym atleast twice a week ● Blog atleast one post per day ● Start with my halloween DIY project.

Simple yet very strong goals for this month. I will continue to work on the -2kg weightloss journey per month. If I lose more, just gold! ● About blogging, I’m trying to do it everyday but for been blogging for a little bit over a month I have been crazy! I already have posted over 80 posts. Crazy!!

What are your goals for October 2024?

OOTD (Outfit of the day?) ish kinda.

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Friday’s look of “fashion” in school.  My Gothic/  Alternative style. Unfortunately all my black leggings is dirty (laundry tomorrow) so I had to go with the “only-stay-home-leggings”.

Yes.. it was not worth having those leggings because oh my lord how freezing cold it was. But I didn’t have time to run up to the apartment after I left to change. So I had to bring the “viking” in me out from my inner but I can honestly say, the viking didn’t want to step forward either. LOL!

tired mama face. there for covering the face.

ofcourse, either Pepsi max or coca cola zero in my hand (unless I have my coffee).

Today I did an practice exam in math and ohmylord how my brain couldn’t function during it. I was too afraid to ask my teacher how many rights I had but I know I failed hard.

After the exam I struggled really hard on what I was gonna count, calculate,  write the equations, equations in different both ways etc, for an example (and no this one aint in the book because I dont have the book infront of me so I don’t know the answer on this one) 4x-7-2x=18-3y and also like 5x-7y/9•4 . gosh I even get dizzy for just writing it.

Anyway, it’s finally weekend! woho! You got any plans?

I’m gonna just be home. Maybe go to the gym when husband comes home from work tomorrow and he can take care of E while I’m gone..but it depends of how tired he is.

other than that.. just a chill weekend. E is having sleep over next week so I’ll go to the school and gym. I don’t need to stress and rush things to manage the time. it’s a lot of stress to combine school, motherhood, health (mentally and physically) but hey, im trying.

I might has a breakthrough with chaos in brain

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after been struggling with math but actually learned something (it will probably be gone tomorrow. lol)  ~ How to calculate equations, algebra, equations with decimals, how to write in algebraic form and equation form.. now my brain is in pain lol. Anyway, after this day in school I did some little bit shopping at H&M.

I didn’t buy tons of stuff. I actually only bought three things. 2 deodorants and 1 black nail polish.  I need the deodorants and wanted nail polish. I have tried so many different brands on nail polish and for me, everyone is horrible. Doesn’t last or hold. It cracks etc after 1h. Even though I use base and finish polish . So lets see how this one is.

Yesterday I went to Dollarstore to check out if thry have put up the Halloween decorations.  They had! But ohmygod how much they have raised prices and removed a lot of stuff (only one small section now). They have also put up Christmas stuff and that makes me sad. I don’t like Christmas. I love Halloween. lol.

I don’t think the securities or anyone liked that I put up QR codes to my blog in the town yesterday. I counted and it’s only 4 left of 12 up so they have removed 8. Hey, I don’t know if you have permission or not. I tried and I have seen so no more flyers up. I’ve learned 😊

quick note; I do not use my big system camera (Canon) when taking pictures. I only use my Samsung s23 Ultra. 

Goodmorning from the school bench

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Goodmorning every single beautiful soul! I hope you all are doing good!

today is all about school for me. Math. It will haunt me in my dreams ~ haha. But hey, one step closer to my next goal.

what are your plans for today? I actually wanted to go to the gym but unfortunately I can’t because of school and the fact that my hip is hurting and to be honest, I think I’m getting sick so facemask on in school. I’m not sick but i feel it’s something in my body that’s off  you know.. Åh, doesn’t matter.

I will blog more later