Me, my mind, and ADHD are sometimes not a good combo, but I got a laugh out of it. In desperate times come desperate methods.
A salad must have corn in it, right? or am I wrong?
Cucumber without the peel, bell pepper, cheese, apples, iceberg salad, pineapple, pasta, and either ham or chicken plus cheese. That’s my go-to when it comes to salad. I forgot red onion this time, but it’s fine. Cucumber without peel is because I have gallstones, and I am not in the mood to go to the emergency room today. Unfortunately I had no pineapple at home and forgot to buy it.
I went to the store today to buy ingredients to make exactly that dish for dinner. I had cheese at home, so I didn’t need to buy that.
While cutting, cleaning, and boiling the stuff, I remembered that I bought corn in a can (yes, I know it’s not so good and a lot of sugar but, hey, sometimes I want that lol!). So I looked for the can opener but its nowhere to be found.
So guess what I did instead 😂 It’s hilarious and I honestly got a few really good laughs.
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I ran around in Italy. I looked at tax-free at the airports and the stores at the airports, but I could not find it anywhere! I was heartbroken.
I’m a fan of the band Tokio Hotel, and in March I went to the capital of Sweden (Stockholm) and saw them live (again). As always, and after the concert I saw a lot of clips on TikTok from the concert when I stumbled across a girl named M (not sure if im allowed to write her name so i go with the first letter of her name). She was there and is also a huge fan of Tokio Hotel. We clicked instantly. She joined my live when I was live on TikTok, and all we spoke about was pretty much 99% Tokio Hotel.
Yes, I know I’m repeating myself. Fully aware of that. Haha!
We have been talking about our birthdays, Tokio Hotel merch, etc., a lot, so I called her (we spoke a lot on the phone when I was in Italy, so I have her number) and surprised her by saying that I’m coming to her when her birthday is. Tickets are ordered and done. I told her at the same time that I was ordering her birthday present, so she knew that I was doing that, but she didn’t know what it was, so I was sneaky sneaky.
M made a group chat on Messenger for her friends so it would be easier to update everyone on what ideas she had in mind to do for her birthday, and when I had ordered the gift and everything was done, I wrote in the chat (for fun). I had M on the phone, so I told her what I was going to write) that I had spent 2000SEK on M and her birthday.
2000 SEK is $210 USD / $322 AUD / 180 €
I sent her screenshots of updates of the delivery but covered where the present was from, and today she finally got it (even though her birthday is next month). It was a lot of hassle to get it out from the postbox. I couldn’t open the door to the postbox due to me being like 5 hours from her, so she got the login to the app so she could get it out. IT WORKED! haha!
What i bought her you can see on next page of this post (click on the number 2 in the box below)
Meal prepping is a game-changer for weight loss because it helps you control portions, avoid unhealthy choices, and save time. Here are some top meal prep tips to set you up for success:
Plan Your Meals Ahead Decide your meals for the week before shopping.
Include a balance of lean protein, healthy fats, and complex carbs.
Batch Cook Staples Cook large portions of basics like brown rice, quinoa, grilled chicken, and roasted veggies.
Store in airtight containers for easy mixing and matching.
Use Portion-Controlled Containers Invest in containers that help you measure servings.
This helps avoid overeating and keeps meals consistent.
Prep Ingredients Separately Chop veggies, cook grains, and proteins separately.
This gives flexibility to combine different meals throughout the week.
Keep Snacks Ready Portion out nuts, cut fruit, or veggie sticks for quick, healthy snacks.
Choose Recipes That Reheat Well Soups, stews, casseroles, and stir-fries are great for make-ahead meals.
Avoid foods that get soggy or lose texture quickly.
Mix It Up Use different spices and sauces to keep meals interesting.
Variety helps you stick to your plan longer.
8. Label and Date Your Meals This helps track freshness and avoid food waste.
9. Don’t Forget Breakfast Prepare overnight oats, smoothie packs, or egg muffins for quick, healthy starts.
10. Be Realistic Start small—maybe prep for 2-3 days at a time if a whole week feels overwhelming.
Recipes on next pages (click on each button to come to the recipe you wish to read)
Bringing the 5 challenge back for fun. Last time I did one was back in November 2024 I think. Anyway, here we go 🤗 Feel free to join me on this little challenge.
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I thought of making a little series of these posts.
Feel free to join this challenge. Post a 5 things list on your blog and tag me. Would love to read!
Five things about me that you don’t know…
● I know how to sing the intro’s to Timmy Time on Swedish, English, French, Romanian and German. Thanks to my son.
● Calm music stresses me out
● Meditation and listen/heal your Chakra stresses me out. I don’t have patience.
● I studied Spanish for 5,5 years but due to not having anyone to talk Spanish with, I have forgotten
● I get random songs stuck in my mind easily and takes like forever to get them out of my head.
please join this little challenge! It’s a fun challenge to share so we all get to know each other.
Note; do NOT share personal information, locations of your work/home/etc. Just be safe if you join this.
I know I didn’t blog yesterday. I am so sorry! It was chaotic at home, but today I will blog.
Hi, hello, my beautiful people! I hope everything to fine with you all!
I have just come home from school (well, kind of; an hour ago), so I’m currently in the bath writing this.
Today in school, the classmates, two teachers, and I have been to the forest. Just because we are studying to be the pre-step preschool teacher, we had to go to the forest today. Just because the teachers go to the forest with children sometimes.
What did we do? We went on a walk and answered questions. Well, you talked with your mate you were paired with about them. Some questions were kind of weird, and I and AK (the classmate) pretty much didn’t know what to answer on some of them. One question was, “Have you been dead and had experience? What do you remember?” Like, how would I know that?
Such a weird question. Oh well, after that walk, the teachers spoke about Buddhism and how they do mandalas, blow them out after prayers, etc. So we had a mission to make our mandalas.Odd, but we did it. I took pictures, but I don’t think people want me to share that, but it’s all good.
After that we had a bit of lunch and talked, and I and S joked with one of our teachers (L). She drank water out of a syrup bottle, and I told S earlier for fun, “She drinks out of a syrup bottle. I bet it’s white syrup,” and I was right! Crazy!
Anyway, the jokes we did with the teacher (she joined in on the jokes) and said that we think it’s something else (vodka), and L laughed and said yes. So we continued and said it was mixed with some water so she wouldn’t get exposed. We all laughed.
So me and S went on with the bottle and L told us some funny stories etc. It was actually a fun moment in the forest (even though I complained a lot! Haha! I dislike being in the forest due to all the bugs etc)
After lunch we had an other activity (we did four activities in total during this class) and that was to paint, either something with forest related or feelings. I tried to make a sunset but that one failed extremely hard. I’m better to paint with pens than watercolors.
Fun part… or maybe not so funny, but S and AK were fine with it. I did some color splatter on my painting, and it accidentally came on AK’s bag and S’s shoes. I apologized so much when we saw it. I was so embarrassed. I even splattered paint on myself, my bag and the bench we sat on. Atleast I participated. Lol!
I had already told my teachers and classmates that I’m a photographer and a blogger, so they had to be prepared that I would take photos. I did. A few. Lol.
I’m not sharing all, just some. Click on the picture to see bigger/full size.
About my fingers (I will explain better in another post): my son has pulled my fingers so much when wanting to show me things or get me to follow him, so I have started to get problems with my fingers. Therefore, the sports tape on them keeps them “straight” and helps with the pain.
The bag in the last picture actually has a text on it, but I removed it due to it not being a kind text. No, I don’t have the text out towards people when I walk with it.
Yes, I have permission to share pictures of my classmates when we had the painting activity. I asked and told them I would cover their faces. They were okay with that except one student. which I respect, so she’s not in any pictures.
I have new followers and new readers – HI, HELLO AND WELCOME! I hope you enjoy my little corner here on the internet.
I thought I should do a new small introduction of myself. Maybe you wanna tell me a little bit about yourself? Would love to know 🤗🩷
I’m excited to share a fresh introduction about myself. I’m someone who enjoys embracing new experiences and learning every day. I find joy in growth and discovery.
This new chapter is all about being authentic, open, and ready to make meaningful connections.
(I dont have other pictures right now so I use these for now)
Me, myself and my life
Hello! My name is Emma and my blog is called Emma Santorini. Santorini is not my real last name but I took it into my name here on the blog due to Santorini, Greece has been a dream location of mine to visit and I just love the name “Santorini”. anyway lets continue…
I am a woman born 1990 (woop sweet 90s!) and I am from and live in Sweden. I am overweight due to a diagnosis I have called PCOS. I have weight almost 200kg but have struggled and fought to lose a lot of weight. My journey is not over yet. You will also be able to follow my weightloss journey here in the blog.
I’m also a mother to a sweet little man (born 2017) who has autism level 3 and is non verbal.
I am nurse assistant but I am currently studying (swedish;) Barnskötare med specialisering funktionsnedsättning (caretaker for children with specializing npf sorta explanation). Which means I will be able to help/teach/ be assistant to children or adults with special needs in school etc. My goal is to become a preschool teacher and work with special need kids (autism, down syndrome etc).
My intrests is (except my family) is beauty, photography, learning new things, music and laugh.
I dislike; horses (scary for me), clowns, bridges, small spaces and deep oceans (even though i love ocean/the sea)
I like; Pepsi max, photo, travel, metal music, write lyrics, chill, hang out with friends, doing makeup and alot more.
My style, personality and the whole shebang
My style is kinda odd. Normally I have neon red hair with a lot of makeup. My fashion style is a little bit mix of goth and alternative. Meaning, everything i wear is black and has attitude. Lol!
What is the blog about?
My blog is a lifestyle blogger with a mix of photography, mental health, daily life, travel and family.
I will also write about topics I think is important to talk about such as mental health, depression, bullying etc.
I want to help people, connect with everyone no matter if you have a blog or not. Special niches, intrests etc. I love connecting with people.
Photographer
I am a hobby / amateur photographer. My thing in photography is landscape, travel, macro, windows and details. Yes you read right.. windows. I discovered that winter 2024 and I had to look up the law in Sweden when it comes to that > read my post about the terrifying interaction I had and why I looked up the laws < taking pictures of people’s windows.
I also take photos of food. Yes you read that right as well. If I try something new, or hanging out with my friends etc. Always snapping pictures of the food so be prepared for food pictures as well.
I upload a lot of pictures in my blog. Both pictures from my cameras Canon 450D (my companion in crime) and Canon R10 but also with my phone (depends which one i have) thats currently Samsung s23 Ultra.
I edit my pictures on my phone (yes my laptop is too weak to handle photo editing program) and they always look sharp but unfortunately in the blog…a whole different story.
Education (Nurse Assistant)
I studied to become a nurse assistant back in August 2022 to December 2023. January 2024 I started to study my grades up and have been doing that since that time. In August 2025 I’m gonna start study Barnskötare med specialisering funktionsnedsättning (swedish) and I have mixed feelings.
Nurse assistant education was actually a promise I made with my mom before she passed. It was her dream for to become a N.A. I love helping people and elderly people. Being there when they need help, their extended arm when needed etc. But after been working at the hospital, different senior homes (this was also before I had my education that I worked on S.H) and what I saw plus experience among the workers… it made me quit fast. I couldn’t stand for how they worked and everything.
Complains to the boss and the city halls about how it was didnt help so I quit.
Picture of me when I worked at a senior home.
when i worked at the hospital and lost -40kg on 3 months. How? I walked 250km per day (not in one walk. several walks per day)
Worth knowing about me and the blog
I am self-taught on the language english. I know my grammar and some spelling will be off and wrong. I apologize for that now and in advance.
I have ADHD so my posts can sometimes be all over.
I struggle with bad mental health that iam working on to get out. I have been in dark places but I am in much better place now and it gives me motivation to continue.
My blog is raw (I am honest about things and stuff) and will not hide stuff. The blog is like my diary. Where I can write my thoughts feelings- mourn the loss of my parents- personal struggles- positivity to everyone and what happen in my life.
Everything is not always positive and sometimes I will be off from the blog and that will due to the fact that it is a lot going on in my head. But I will try to stay active.
As a small part of a family blogger I will also share posts about my son- what he has done, school, activities, etc
Future plans
I have a lot of future plans, both when it comes to my life but also with the blog.
I will travel and is actually currently planning of going to either Santorini or Mykonos in Greece or Milan in Italy. I haven’t decided yet. I want to “finish” one country at the time but also explore other places.
I want be able to inspire people somehow.
I want to expand my knowledge of things like in photography, languages etc
(ridiculous plan now) I want to be published as a photographer with my picture somewhere. That would be so amazing!
BECOME MYSELF! Yes my absolute future plans im gonna work hard on is to become myself again. Happy, bubbly, laughing Emma. and ofcourse have my neon red hair again.
I guess that summons most of it about me and this introduction.
Remember to follow me and my blog. You can click subscribe at the bottom right (on phone) or you can subscribe with your email adress (I wont be able to see that one so dont worry).
The first day of school is officially done. Very small group, but many were missing, so we’ll see if they come. I told the teachers and the class that I am terrified, but when I saw three of my old teachers that we are going to have, it immediately calmed down inside me. Sure, one of the teachers and I don’t get along well, but at least we are on good terms. Hopefully that continues, but we’ll see.
Today’s fashion. Not so special. Did some makeup; it feels so weird to have it on after not having been wearing/using makeup for like, ages!
bag, pen, papers. The whole shebang. Plus my “Stanley Cup” filled with Pepsi Max.
Today we sang a song in class… well, none of us sang, just the teacher. To tell our names. That was weird, but apparently we are going to sing a lot in classes. I do not look forward to that, but what to do?
I told them honestly about my ADHD and how I am, how I can enter a classroom (dancing, etc.) if my ADHD is going crazy. I also told them that I am a talker and I ask a lot of questions. I thought it would be best to tell them right away (I remember I didn’t do that when I studied to be a nurse assistant, and it was horrible when my ADHD kicked in. No one accepted that (and me).
Everyone was chill with that. Some girls said they are just like me, so that felt good. But I could tell I’m the one whose ADHD is over the top. Haha!
I also told them that I am a blogger, so I will take pictures, but no one will be shown. They were also okay with that. Yay!
Before we all went in, we sat down on benches outside, and already there, I opened up and told some but also said to everyone, “COME HERE!” Come and sit here with us,” etc., joked about sitting in front of a bonfire and roasting marshmallows. They laughed and got into a better mood (I think they were nervous as well).
Yeah, so this was my first day. Kinda both calm and also crazy. Hopefully this will go fine, and there will be no bullying or backstabbing that was in the nurse assistant education.
When life gets hectic, maintaining a healthy diet can feel impossible. But eating low-calorie, nutritious meals doesn’t have to be time-consuming or complicated! Whether you’re rushing between meetings, juggling family, or just don’t have the energy to cook elaborate dishes, these simple recipes are designed to keep you fueled, satisfied, and on track with your health goals — all without spending hours in the kitchen.
Let me know if you try one of these. I want to know your opinion, your “review.” !
You find each recipe on each side (I made it into a page by page so its easier for you to read)
I wrote a post earlier today but forgot to publish it. Typical me 😅 I cant publish it now, though, because it was a good morning post.
Tomorrow is the first day of school for me! Oh my. I am actually nervous, and honestly, I’m still terrified.
I am debating with myself if I should dye my hair or just leave it. I have grey hair, and that is showing (I’m not ashamed of it), but maybe I should do it to feel fresh, or should I wait and let my hair keep resting (it’s still breaking off so, so bad, even after I cut the hair off) and later go back to my neon red hair? It’s actually a color condition I use when I get that color. I don’t need to bleach my hair, which is amazing!
The struggle is real for this hair dye addict. I dyed my hair 1 to 3 times a week before and when I was a scene queen / emo queen, I used alot of hairspray and hair straightener daily. I honestly did one hairspray bottle per week! Yes you read it right! Hairspray, tweeting the hair, straightener, hairspray, tweezing etc . That was my mornings etc before school (plus makeup ofcourse).
So hopefully, you all can understand the urge I have and how I fight against it to not fall for it. I think I will just leave my hair as it is now. Hopefully I can manage to control myself lol!
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So tonight I’m just going to take a calm evening. Do some home spa after E has fallen asleep. Hair mask or something. I don’t know yet. I’m honestly too tired, but a new chapter starts tomorrow for me.
I’ll post a blog post later tonight about weight loss, etc. My journey starts tomorrow again. Now I’m going all in. wish me luck! 🤞🏻
